Venus

Real Talk

Alright. I really wanted to vent and I think this is the best idea. So I had this girlfriend that I used to love with everything, treated her like a princess and what not. We where a online relationship and I finally met her last Summer. Stayed at her house for two weeks and whatnot and idk it was alright I guess until she got mad at me because I was roleplaying which means stories I like making stories with other people. After I had went home she broke up with me the next day saying "I guess I didn't love you as much as I thought I did." Honestly that shit broke my heart more than anything because I loved this girl. I ignored FRIENDS for her. I stopped doing half the things she didnt like. She hated that I played video games and didnt give her attention. The girl also hated that I took anti depressants to help my depression because she thought she was supposed to always make me Happy not pills. That Is honestly not how things work when it comes to depression. Any who, lately I have been thinking a lot about her and I can't seem to get her off my mind. She has a boyfriend and what not but it just sucks because she was the first person I have ever loved THAT much. Anyway yeah I just needed to vent goodbye from Venus! Stay Shining darlings.