everybody left and ate.
my stomach was hurting, I went into the bathroom and cried on the sink.
Baby" Roc
Yes" I said crying
do yo wanna go to the hospital" Roc
no"me
what you wanna do then" Roc yelled
just leave me alone more a few hours" me
I can't leave you here paning"Roc
Yea you can go out have fun" me
No" Roc
I'm ugly right now leave me alone" me
what's really wrong "Roc
I told you last night" me
Tell me the truth" Roc
I am" me
Fr "Roc
okay... I got an abortion" me
WTF WHY"ROC YELLED
I was angry at you" me
Wtf how much was you "Roc
2months"me
Wtf Casey are you stupid" Roc
I'm sorry..!" me
I need a break from today"Roc
Wtf run away from me when I need you the most "me
Man bye"Roc
he left I was mad but IDC I didn't get an abortion I'm 4 months pregnant and my baby keeps kicking me
I called him
What" Roc
Come home baby" me
Ight"Roc
he came back instaly
Roc I'm 4 moths pregnant" me
Foreal" Roc
Yea" Me
Omg why have you been crying" Roc
baby kicking my stomach and back"me
I'm sorry Bae" Roc
its okay Bae,me
I cuddled with Roc all day
******:5 months past ********
I was big now
I was at my baby shower I knew I was having a girl ♥♡
I got a lot of gifts, we moved in a new house.
it was big I got the home custom made ♥
the girl room was huge ♥
we paid 40, 000 for this house.
We moved to Chicago ♥
it was winter time it was 16°
I was having fun with everybody
but it was 11:00 I was sleepy and I think Roc is cheating on me :/
he is gone all day :(
but I don't even kiss him anymore I look fat, and I don't have sex with him so he goes to get it from other girls I dont care when I get back skinny imma show his ass
I am due today and I feel horrible so I went into labor and gave birth to Kaylen Destiny August
she is 9 pounds and has blue eyes and hair ♥ Roc was here and C.J was her he is now 4 and he is happy to have to have a lil sister
12 weeks later ********
My weight got back still thick, no stretch marks, and I was playing with kaylen and Roc came in kissing on me I pushed him off me
I have kaylen move" me
Omg Bae give me kiss"Roc
I grabbed Kaylen and went to our room
and put kaylen to sleep and her room
Roc put me on his lap touching me
Stop" me
why Wtf every since you got pregnant you act like you don't wanna fuck no more" Roc
you was cheating on me while I was pregnant" me
He get mad every time I say that
I Layed down and watched TV and C.j
came in
Hey mommy" c.j
Hey baby"me
Wyd"c.j
watching TV" me
can I watch TV to!" c.j
Yea I said and pulled him on my lap and layed down and he was laughing Lol
he went to sleep I laughed and I went downstairs I saw ray, prince, jane, Katey , Roc
Can we see kaylen" Jane
I went and got her they fell in love
Her eyes are blue "prince
Yea Lol that runs in my family" me
She looks so pretty just like you" Prince
Thank You"me
You got back sexy fast," Katey
I know right girl"me
y'all had sex yet" Jane
No I don't wanna have sex with him any more" me
Fine IDC" Roc
I laughed and had fun with every body except my own Bae
he was upstairs
I went up and saw him mad
I grabbed my water.
he mean mugged me
Boy fix yo face"me
come here" Roc
I went over
What"me
give me kiss" Roc
I kissed him
and I felt sparks again and I remembered I used to love this boy
I looked at him and I loved him
we walked out and I saw kaylen tweaking crying I grabbed her she stopped crying when she saw me.
I swear I knew she was gone be like this but whatever love her
