Fixed, Jikook

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Jimin:

I wish my thoughts could be turned into words. It sounds stupid because everyone's thoughts are made into their words, but the thing is the sentiment always changes when its translated to fit other's minds instead of just your own.

Jimin's mind was running wild at that moment because when he opened his locker, he had found an envelope, stamped with an adorable little yellow duck cartoon. Frankly, despite the cutesy exterior of the message, he was afraid someone was going to try to beat him up, putting something along the lines of, 'Meet me on the roof after school' on a piece of paper in the envelope.

There was still about five minutes before first period, so when he made it to his class, he decided to read the letter inside the envelope but couldn't, due to a school assembly.

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Jungkook:

Instead of going to the assembly, he ran into the school bathroom and hid, afraid that Jimin had read his letter.

He gripped his head in his hands and pulled his hair, not hard enough to rip it out, but enough to make it hurt.

Who am I kidding, writing him a love letter? There's no way he could like me. No one can like me. Look at me. I'm a mess.

It was at these moments Jungkook's insecurities stood out the most to himself, and his mind would wrap around his brain, controlling his emotions and senses until he couldn't breathe.

Tears streamed down his face when he got out of the stall he trapped himself in and looked in the mirror. Looking at his reflection only made it worse. All he could see was his prominent nose, his acne, his over large eyes. All he could see was his own flaws, the ones he told himself were there, although they weren't, and beat himself up for.

Jungkook was always like this. He was okay for long periods of time, but then his facade would fall apart, and he would fall to the ground, crying, no one ever seeing, no one that could help.

Maybe that's why he had fallen for a guy like Jimin. He felt the boy was someone that could be there for him when he broke down and could comfort him. He thought that love was the answer. It was shoved into his mind that it was, and he would reassure himself that one day there would be someone there for him. Someone to love him, the way he never could.

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I just reread this story anddddddddd...
Sorry for the utter crap writing guys!!!
Well, in this chapter, you get to learn a little bit more about Jungkook, beside the fact that he has a huge crush on Jimin.
Anyways, I know this story is taking forever to progress, but trust me, it's going to be good (hopefully). I'm adding Namjin later because why not?
Thanks for reading, love you ♡♡♡♡ (honestly, I don't know what I'd be without the people that read my stuff :D ) and have an amazing day!
-katie