Scenarios/Imagines

seven [A&F]

Yoongi x OC
*Trigger Warning*Attempted Suicide*

I stared at the cabinet, tears running down my face as I opened it. My hands reached for the halfway full bottle of Advil. After opening the container, I counted seven pills and put the bottle down.

Two pills.

A drink of water.

I hesitated for a moment, because I had never done anything like this. For a second, I was scared.

Two more pills.

Another drink of water.

This time, with no hesitation, I popped two pills once again into my mouth and lifted the cup of water to take another sip.

One last pill.

One last drink of water.

My mouth curved upwards into a smile and sense of relief filled me. I was finally going to end it. Not wanting to get caught, I put the bottle of Advil back into the cabinet and closed it.

"Babe, are you coming to bed yet?" The tired voice of my boyfriend made my smile grow even larger.

"Yeah, coming!" My cheery voice replied and I almost ran to the bedroom. There he was, Min Yoongi, lying on the bed, eyes closed and waiting for me. I jumped on top of him, giggling a little when he groaned.

His hands pulled my face closer to his and our lips collided. It was a passionate kiss, the same type of kiss we had each night before we slept. When we pulled apart and his eyes opened, he frowned. "Were you crying?" He wiped the area under my eyes and I remembered that I hadn't wiped away my tears before.

"Yeah, I was just listening to a really sad song." Yoongi didn't really look convinced but he decided not to ask anymore. His arms wrapped around my body and he pulled me into a hug.

He placed kisses all over my face and looked at me lovingly. "You know I love you, right?" I replied with a muffled "yes", pushing my face into his chest. "Good. Now, go to sleep. I'll see you in the morning."

"I won't."

"Hm?" He didn't hear me. Thank god. My eyes fluttered closed and I dozed off. After waking up a few times during the night, I just stayed awake and contemplated on whether or not to take more pills.

Just as I was about to get up to go to the kitchen and get some more pills, Yoongi woke up and pulled me into a hug once again. "Morning, baby." I smiled faintly and ran my hands through his fluffy mint hair. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong, why?" He looked at me with an unconvinced face. "Ok, fine. I overdosed on pills last night and they didn't work. They just left me with a huge stomachache and it's so-" I was pulled onto him and we both fell back into a lying position on the bed.

I moved my hands up and felt the frown on his face. Then all of a sudden, drops of liquid fell on my hands and I realized he was crying. "You were going to leave me." A sob shook his body. "Why?" My heart broke when I saw his tear stained face. "Why did you do it?"

And then I didn't know if I could tell him. The bullying at my school, the fact that my body was horrible, and the problems with my parents. But I remembered all the times he told me what upset him and I decided to tell him all of it.

How everyone used to make fun of me because of the way I acted and the way I looked. How my body looked bad because of the stretch marks on it plus the fact that I was chubby. And that I was struggling to tell my parents about my sexuality, because I thought they didn't support that type of stuff.

He breathed in sharply as I told him all of it and flinched at the first two mostly. "Listen, what everybody thinks doesn't matter, because you are beautiful and amazing." He trailed his hands down my body and touched the stretch marks on my thighs softly. "I love you, and these marks aren't bad. They are a part of you so I don't care that they're there."

Our position changed and suddenly he was between my legs, his eyes focused on mine, and he kissed the marks on my inner thighs. "I love you for you and marks on your body won't ever change that." He then brought my face down to his and kissed me lovingly. "As for your parents, we can tell them together if it would help." His hand came up and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear. "Just know that I'm still here for you and I'll still love you. No matter what."

My heart was beating fast, and I couldn't believe how sweet he was. "Thank you." Our lips connected once again and we cuddled together to go back to sleep. And this time, I wanted to wake up because I realized how much I actually had.