Raura:crazy fun love

chapter 36

Ross and I got in the car and it was complete silence.I was crying and Ross let a few tears shed in the hosital.I could tell he wanted to stay strong.It was 15 minutes of silence and We got home.When we entered inside Stormie was crying at the kitchen table.

"there you guys are,I was worried sick!" She says rrushing over and hugging me and Ross. "whats wrong?" she asks.

Ross stayed silent and he was about to cry.

"We umm,l-lost the baby." I stutter and break into tears.

Ross hugs me tight and kisses my head.

Stormie began to cry.

"I am sorry." she said placing her hand on my cheek."Ross honey im so sorry too." she says and walks upstairs.

I sigh and look into Ross's eyes.

"lets go get some rest." he says taking my hand and we walk into the bedroom.The sheets were covered in blood.

"looks like we'll be sleeping on the couch then." Ross sighs and we walk back downstairs.Ross grabs one pillow and 2 blankets.

He lay on the pillow and I lay on his chest.

"I love you Laura." he says.

"I love you too." I reply.

okay guys please dont hate me for what im doing next...

-4 weeks later-

(Laura's POV)

just last week Ross deleted his twitter...I dont know why but he did.Honestly ever since I lost the baby again Ive been getting more hate.I cant take it anymore.I just cant..

I was visiting my mom while Ross&R5 went to a photo shoot.

"Sweetie are  you sure this is whats gonna make you happy?" my mom asks.

"Yes mom,obvioulsy I dont want to do it but I have to do it not just for me but for Ross." I say.

my mom sighs and places her hands on mine.

"do what you feel is right and what will make you happy,okay?" she says symathically.

I nod.

she kisses my forehead and we hug goodbye,then I drive home.

"Hi Stormie is Ross back yet?" I ask.

"ya hes in the bedroom" She replies.

I sigh really big and Nod and walk upstairs..I could already feel tears threatning to fall.

"Ross,I need to talk to you!" I say.

"sure." he says sitting on the bed.

"Ive been receiving a lot more hate then usual." I say.

hes about to speak but innterupt him.

"I wasnt done.I want you to be happy Ross and live your life with R5 doing whatever makes you happy in life,Being with me while me recieving hate just stops you.I will always love you Ross but I feel like this is the right thing to do,your fans will be happy and its best for me and you."  I say.

"But Laura,I told you a hundred times,I dont care what my fans or the press has to say about you I love you." He says kissing my hands.

I began to tear up.

"Ross dont make this harder then it needs to be." I say sniffling.

"Will this make you happy?" He asks.

I nod while tears fall off my cheeks and into my lap.

He whipes away my tears and looks me in the eyes.

"If it makes you happy then I guess We're over." He says with a shaky voice trying not to cry.

"Ross im so sorry,but I want you to know I love you!" I say whipping away my tears.

"Laura,I will always love you." he replies tears down his cheeks.

I take off the promise ring he gave me on valetines day and give it to him

he runs a hand down his face and sighs and begins to silently cry.

"Im sorry Ross." I say before leaving the room and walking outside on the porch and break into tears walking tl the car.

(Riker's POV)

I was at home watching hockey until The door bell rang I got up and answered it and he looked like a ghost with big red puffy eyes..

"Ross?" I ask.

he stares at me blanklly with no emotion..

"what happen dude you alright?" I ask.

"S-s-s left me." He stutter and I see tears in his eyes.

"What?" I ask in dis belief.

"my everything,my world,my best friend,my sun light,my Laura...she left me." He says not blinking

"oh my God dude,why what happen?" I ask.

"Hate.She couldnt take it anymore and she said she wanted me happy." He replies.Ross is scaring me hes speaking with no emotion and looks high

"I just realized how hard it is to give someome you love away for them to be happy.Its like she ripped my heart in half,scrunched it up and flushed it down the toilet." He says with a tear rolling down his cheek.

"Im so sorry man." I say hugging him.

"What am I going to do with out her?" He asks sounding empty inside.

"Move on." I shrug.

he looked at me with furry in his eyes.

"move on,you just said move on? HOW THE FUCK DO I MOVE ON IF I LOST MU EVERYTHING HOW AM I GOING TO FUCKING MOVE ON RIKER?" Ye yells.

"Jeez chill." I say chuckling.

"THIS IS NOT FUCKING FUNNY.IF YOU LOST VANESSA YOU WOULD BE A MESS,YOI HAVE NO CLUE HOW FUCKONG MAD I AM AT THE FANS THE PRESS AND HOW DARK I SEE THINGS NOW,I WILL SEE A FUCKING RAINBOW AND I'LL THINK BLACK.BECAUSE WITH OUT LAURA IM NOTHING." ye yells before storming off.

like i said please dont hate me:/ lol I actually cried writing this chapter! you never know raura might happen again;)

xox thanks for reading