Well, i regretted...but i had no choice because i had done it and it can't be undone anymore. Just have to go with the flow then. Many times i travel for Marc, Jenson will be there. All the time i've been quietly just looking at Jenson...and getting close with him. i hated myself for making the decision so quickly over Jenson and Marc. " maybe i should make the decision longer ". talking to myself . "oh fuck you mich, what had done has been done. you don't undone it anymore. " Well it's okay to make mistake anyways.
Now i feel like being single is great. no regrets no doubts no hatred no whatever so.
what can i do? well just secretly love him. i had no choice.
