"Go kill em'!" I yelled as the boys were rising on their platforms.
The started their concert, singing, dancing, joking, making fun of each other.
I sat in the VIP section on the sides of the stage. Half A Heart began to play and Liam started the song.
When it came to Harry's part, I don't know why, but I felt like something was wrong inside me. Like something was being pulled. I felt like I was going to cry so I got up.
"Gotta go to the bathroom." I told Lou as she swayed with Lux in her arms.
Lou nodded at me as I ran to the bathroom.
I looked in the mirror and took in a shaking breath. I slid down the wall and began to cry.
My phone buzzed in my pocket and there was a message from Harry.
HAZZA: hey! where'd you go ro? we're changing now and have to go back out! love yah!
I was just like a sister to him. I cried harder. What I had suppressed for so long, all the feelings I had for him, all the times I wished that he would hold me in his arms and tell me he loved me in a non family way, it all came out. I sobbed. it was horrid.
I never thought that I would ever have to face these feelings again. The last time I ever felt like this was when he asked my best friend to the annual spring fling instead of me.
I stood up, finally, and looked at my reflection. I had mascara down my face and my eyes were bloodshot.
I wiped my face clean and looked at my phone. I had been crying for a good fifteen minutes.
There were three messages.
HAZZA: bout to go back on to say bye...where have you been?
HAZZA: Ro where r u? the concerts done and we have to go!
HAZZA: where r u :(
I smiled at that last one, wiped under my eyes once more and walked out of the bathroom.
"There you are!" Harry shouted from behind me. "Why were you in there so long? Whatever. We have to go!"
I let him run in front of me through the maze of hallways and to the back door and on the bus.
It was already eleven o'clock at night and all I wanted to do was sleep. Heck, don't blame me, I just cried out about three years of feelings! And there are still some left.
I went straight to my bunk and slid the curtain closed.
My body turned so that I lay on my left with my back to the curtain.
"Ro?" I heard Haz say from outside my curtain.
"Hello?" he opened the curtain and I pretended that I was asleep. "I wished you hadn't disappeared. You know you're my best confidence boost." he sighed while rubbing my back, then he closed my curtain and I heard him jump into his own bunk.
I opened my eyes and let a couple tears flow.
•.•
"WAKE UP FUCKER!" I yelled as I opened Haz's curtain.
"Ro! Not now!"
"But I made your favorite breakfast!"
"No!" he closed his curtain and I shrugged.
Walking back into the back of the bus where the flat screen was I noticed that I was alone. I blasted some music and started dancing.
"You know you suck at dancing." Hazza yelled over the music.
