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"Ya! Have some respect! I am still oldest." Eunkwang hit Minhyuk arms as soon as he could get off from his shoulder.

"Well... I wanted to but you are hard to handle you know." Min Hyuk smirked and open the room door. "You can sleep here if you don't want to sleep with me." He pointed his king sized bed.

"Then how about you?" Eunkwang asked to Minhyuk who is taking one pillow from the bed.

"I will be at the sofa." Sleeping on the sofa suddenly make Eunkwang sad. To behonest, Eunkwang does feel bad like he is going harsh over nothing. But thinking on the other side, it would be very difficult to sleep on the same bed with your crush. Eunkwang thinks but he told Minhyuk to sleep on the same bed with him.

"I...I mean." The elder hold the end sleeve of Min Hyuk's hoodie.

"What?" Minhyuk asked knowing that his friend will definitely let him sleep together with him.

"Y...you can sleep here." There! Minhyuk knows that this will happen. So he close the door, throw both his pillow and himself on the bed.

"You should sleep too. Do you want to change your clothes?" younger asked Eunkwang who is standing at the corner of the room, looking worried about him with Minhyuk who is going to tease him for the rest of the night.

"No it's okay. I can sleep in jeans."

Although Eunkwang denied, he ends up wearing the army green hoodie and black sweatpants from Minhyuk which is two size big for him.

"You look cute, you know" the rapper whispers into Eunkwang's ear who is looking himself through the mirror, thinking he looks so small in his crush's hoodie.

"Aish... Stop whispering to my ears!" Eunkwang shouted. When will this guy stop making my heart fucking skipped? Eunkwang thinks.

"I won't stop." Minhyuk laughed a bit while climbing up to the bed and place his hand on the other side of the bed, asking older to come beside him.

Minhyuk seriously thinks his friend is cute. "I should have noticed that from the moment we met." Rapper said to Eunkwang who is trying to cover himself with blanket and trying to sleep.

"Notice what?"

"that you are cute?" Shit I said it. Minhyuk never said cheesy words with decent voice before. He loves to tease his friend whose ears are so red every time he teases. And he likes it. And that's why he keeps doing it. But he never actually make it sound so cheesy. Maybe he said it before. Maybe worse than being cheesy. But he never ever said something that he really means it.

"I am not cute. And Minhyuk, we need to sleep. Look at the time." Eunkwang gives his back to his friend and trying to close his eyes.

"We don't have any schedules tomorrow." Min Hyuk said.

"Yeah... we don't. But please sleep. Okay?" Eunkwang sounds annoyed and of course Min Hyuk knows it. Before he actually pissed his best friend off, he switched off the lamp on the side table beside the bed. "Okay... okay. Good night."

Under the scattering light of the wall lamp coming from the window, Min hyuk could clearly see his friend's sandy blonde hair falling on his pillow. It must be so soft. He wanted to touch those hair. It reminds him of the old days where they used to sleep together.

The last time was when Eunkwang was drunk so bad and couldn't actually handle himself. It was last two years ago.

//Flashback//

"MinHyuKIEEEEEE" Eunkwang hugged Minhyuk as soon as he entered the dorm.

"W...what happened?" younger asked to Changsub who went off together with Eunkwang to the billiard club.

"I don't know. He just got drunk." Changsub's answer did not satisfy Minhyuk but right now, he has no time to ask detail. So he piggybacked his friend to put him to bed.

"AiGoOOOO.... MinhyuKIE!!!! SaranghaeeEEE!" Eunkwang speaks, sounded so sleepy and drunk but it definitely shakes Minhyuk's heart. But he did not react since he know it's a drunk talk.

"I know... I know. That's why, now, you need to sleep!" he put him, removing the socks, unbuttoned the shirt since there is a t-shirt underneath the white shirt Eunkwang's wearing.

"No... NNOOoo you Don'T. I am so in love with you." Eunkwang frowned his eyebrows, closing his eyes, rubbing roughly his face with his hand and sounded so sleepy.

"Well... I am also in love with you." Minhyuk chuckled lightly thinking that his friend's drunk talk is weird. But he feels sinking in every time his friend say I love you.

"REALLyyy? Aigooo... Changsub, that jerk .... is right. When I told him that..." Eunkwang turned around the other side and really is half asleep.

"You told him what?" Minhyuk took the words that Eunkwang said lightly.

"Iii...I ah... I told him that I love you. And he said I should... go and tell... y..ou." Eunkwang might not even remember what he said that night. But it does make Minhyuk eyes widened.

"Bol?" Minhyuk asked but there is no answer returned as his friend falls asleep.

//Flashback ends//

The drunk talk. Minhyuk still remember every single word that Eunkwang said. But he just laughed out loud every time that memory comes out to his thoughts. And now the sandy blonde hair guy makes him remember again.

How can he say that very recklessly? Minhyuk actually feels angry with that. How can he be so bold while I can't even... ughashdhfalgja Minhyuk put his face to the pillow and covering himself with warm blanket.

Shit. Minhyuk realise that he is sharing the same blanket with Eunkwang when his feet touches the soft small toes of Eunkwang.

Soe Eunkwang ... you are driving me nuts. Minhyuk hates every time his heart skips when Eunkwang blushed from his teases. He hates it when he miss his friend since they are not living together anymore. He hates it every time Eunkwang laughs make him laugh too.

And he hates himself blushed when Eunkwang hugs him. Also now, he hates it when Eunkwang turn to his side, putting his hand on Minhyuk waist, putting himself into the big wide chest of Minhyuk.

And most of all, he hates himself for being shy to admit that... he is in love.

I am in love you, Soe Eunkwang. And I can't... and I won't control myself if you become closer than that.