JUSTIN POV
I really hate myself Rae keeps saying positive things but I don't believe them I have been told for so long that I'm ugly,stupi. So much more so many times my hole life that now I believe it.
But Rae is going to visit his dad who has aroused him his whole life and he does nor want anything to do with me.
No one POV
Justin things that
Raegan POV
I have just got to the air port when Justin's twin calls me and says to come now asp so I do and on my way so fucking worried and I try calling Justin he does not awser so I start to flip my shirt even more. I get to Justin and his dad tells me what happened
Justin dad
So he was sitting at the table his phone keeps going off the more he reads the more and more sad he gets then he runs to the bath room he is crying and saying things like he hates me how could someone so fucking hot and so fucking perfect love me and after every word I was cut off by Reagan and he says while crying he cuts
Reagan POV
I pitched lock get in and hold him and I see his arms I count them and I'm crying so badly then I see what he wrote one apart of his arm with the blad it said Raegan will never truly love you and other then that he had 50 cuts on one are and the words on the other and I said why the fuck do you think that he said you want nothing to do with me in be tween sobs and I say what the fuck what I'm I doing here trying not to lose you to suicide.
Justin pov
Came for me and he said of course I clean my mess up he help even tho I said no sinc my arms are kinda bleeding we cleaned them and raped them up and me and him went to bed we woke up to banging on the door and I thought who the he'll is it we go down stars and open the door it was
