My story.

~Bad days~

A/N~ This all happened today. The sleeping part didn't happen, though.

Today I have about 16 days left of this horrible, Catholic school. It makes everything so much harder, Because of all the homework I have to get done and turn in the next day. I always get worried, thinking that they'll get angry at me.

I walk out of the shower, after rushing myself. It was 7:06. I had to get out and leave at the door by 7:00. I could hear my mom yell at my brothers, to get them ready. She always gets mad if we're one second late.

After I run into the car, my mom plays music.

"Any man of mine..."

I don't like the music, but if I say one thing about it out loud about the song, I would end up yelled at.

I opened the door, while turning off my phone. I don't like being far from it and planned that I should just keep it in my pocket. But, knowing my friends online, they would most likely text me saying, 'RP'?

I continue to go to my class, after breakfast, and giving my brothers teacher snack for the whole class. I gave up my plan, and turned my phone into the teacher. After spending my time in science not studying for a test, instead drawing, I had been called for a state test. I didn't notice the list of the kids being called, but when I heard my name my head popped up like a dog. I got up, nervous. Everyone had their eyes on me. I went from a walk, to a jog. I wanted to get this 190 minute test done and over with.

Another A/N~ I'm not allowed to talk about the test at all, so I have to skip that part about describing it n' stuff.

I finished the test. I made it back in time for lunch, and started breathing heavily. I hated tests, but that's what I was pretty much forced to do.

I finished my lunch, and went to class. After I set my things down and got what I needed. I went into the hall and talked to my friend. Suddenly a girl, with a really annoying, high fucking pitch, no-eyebrow-looking-kid, brat named Jade, burst in.

"Hey you guys have to set your things down in Mrs. B's room."

So I replied really quietly and nicely,
"But I set my things down in my class, and I didn't get it trouble-"

And got interrupted with a sudden pterodactyl screech.

"CALM DOWN, I WAS ONLY TELLING YOU THAT YOU HAVE TO. WHY DID THE SCHOOL INVITE A IDIOT LIKE YOU?"

"I'm sorry, I must be in the all asshole school. Sorry. Let me go back to Regina Coeli."

Then, I got sent to the principal's office. I had talked to the principal, saying I was trying to defend myself. He didn't believe me, Because Jade, now the Liar, had started crying ON PURPOSE.

I was in the office for pretty much a whole day, and was also put in detention. I didn't get grounded Because I had told all of it to my parents, and boy, were they pissed.

I got home and turned my phone on. I just got on to my favorite Undertale game, trying to beat sans. I was so close, I only needed to dodge one more..!
Then, I got a message.

Terrowin: RP?))

I died. I was angry, and sighed. I don't really like roleplaying, but if it was for a friend to make them happy, I'd definitely do it. I finally answered with:

Tord: Sure, should we continue?))

I had a nickname, and one I would give myself and only myself. Tord. I liked it, though someone already pretty much named it.

It took Terrowin a while to answer. When they answered I had fell asleep.

I had strange dreams, and the one I had gotten this morning, was really Terrible. It was more like a nightmare. What happened to make it a nightmare is what i did. I was in my dream, on my phone quietly sitting on the bed, until I noticed a wrapped piece of candy was next to me. I didn't care about what the wrapper was, I just wanted candy. I opened up the wrapper, just to see a razor inside. I kept hearing negative thoughts in my dream, saying I should do it. Saying I should hurt myself, and I listened. I left large, deep cuts into my arm. It burned. Like it was real.

I woke up, crying and sweating. I was so scared. My bed was covered in sweat and tears. I looked at my arm, and noticed how nothing was there. But something was.

The Voices.

They won't stop. They keep going, and I want them to. It's hard, living life. I wanted to listen to something that has to do with twenty one pilots. I love the band. It keeps me sane. I was listening to my most favorite one,

"I'm taking over my body, back in control no more shotty, I bet a lot of me was lost, T uncrossed and I's undotted

I fought it a lot, and it seems a lot like flesh is all I got, not anymore, flesh out the door, SWAT

I must have forgot, you can't trust me, I'm open a moment and closed when you show it, before you know it, I'm lost at sea..."

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