Josh POV
"I can't do this anymore." I drag the cold metal across my leg
once,
twice
three times
Regret sadness and shame. Shame of when I believed it would be okay.
Another one for trusting
Another one for thinking good thoughts. Red is everywhere and all I can see is the blurry tears.
I clean up and limp to bed crying to myself again.
You deserved it
"SHUT THE FUCK UP"
no you deserve this. 2 more for denying
"FUCKING STOP"
I can scream because nobody is home. My parents are gone getting drunk I guess. I argue with the voice and scream at nothingness for 10 minutes. Then I finally realize bed is a good option. I flop onto bed again and cry myself to sleep.
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Broken home
FanfictionDon't let me go back there" "I would never Josh" In which Josh has a hard time fighting his demons and is being bullied by his own parents While Tyler is alone in a world full of people.
