Can't Make You Love Me

I wasn't understanding why suddenly she was talking about the relationship, about love, why she suddenly wanted this moment in front of everyone in the choir room.

« And I don't want to live my life without my one true love.»

I didn't want either. Then I saw a girl coming to stand next to her with a little box in her hands, this girl then gave it to Santana while she kept talking with such a passionate voice. I couldn't believe it. I mean, was she really about to propose? After a moment she suddenly knelt down and I had no more doubts.

I wasn't expecting this, at all. I knew how deep her love was, of course, but this this was too early.

She then opened the little box that was in her hands and there was that beautiful ring; I punt my hands on my mouth shocked and I tried not to cry. The woman I was in love with was really proposing right in front of me. I could see all of our friends completely shocked and all of them put their hands on their mouths just like me.

She smiled, a smile that was full of love, passion, promises, trust. My heart was beating at a fast pace, I couldn't think, I couldn't breath.

My eyes started to get watered and I could feel my tears starting to stream down my cheeks while she kept smiling, it was obvious how happy and proud of this she was.

Then she finally popped the question.

«Brittany S. Pierce, will you marry me?»

We all were waiting for Brittany's answer, even though we all already knew she wasn't going to say no. I was wiping away my tears while Noah was glaring at me not understanding why I was so upset, I managed to smile at him then we heard Brittany squeal so our attention went back to the proposal.

«Oh my God, I'd love to!» Brittany squealed clapping her hands, they hugged tightly and I just couldn't take it anymore, I loved my two best friends, and I was happy for them but I couldn't help but wish she could be in Brittany's place.

I stood up and walked out the room while everybody else was standing up to do their congratulations. I went to the cheerleaders' locker room, so nobody could find me. I sat on the floor with my back against the locker and I put my head in my knees and I just cried. How could I be so stupid to fall in love with my best friend? My best friend who is now engaged to my other best friend, no less. My thoughts stopped right away as I heard the sound of heels approaching in my directions, when they stopped I looked up.

Santana.

She was looking at me sweetly, then she smiled and knelt down in front of me.

«What's wrong Q? Are you wishing Puck would do the same thing to you?» she teased smirking. I glared at her while my eyes started to get watered once again.

«No, not at all. Go away now, please.» I said standing up and wiping away my tears.

«I know I should go, since my fiancée is probably wondering where I am, but I wanna help you, Q.» she said placing her hands on my arms.

«Just go away! You can't do anything, alright?» I almost yelled at her starting to cry again. She came closer to me, taking my face in her hands wiping away my tears.

«Hey, hey, please calm down, Quinnie. Calm down, okay?» she whispered looking right into my eyes. It was as if her eyes were trying to dig inside of me, and I couldn't allow that, so I grabbed her wrists and looked down.

«Just drop it. Let's just pretend this never happened, okay? Please, San.» I said looking again into her eyes then to her lips; I leaned in and kissed her cheek half smiling and then I walked out.