* Supernatural Belongs to Eric Kripke*
This is a little thing I wrote after reading Twist & Shout
Dear Cas,
It’s been a month since you died on that sunny, Thursday afternoon.. Sam and Jess asked me to watched Abigail for them for the weekend while they go celebrate their anniversary. She reminds me of you and one day, when she’s old enough, I’m going to tell her all of this, of you and me,and what we went through.. I saw a box of seashells and my immediate thought was that day on the beach. I bought them and I placed them all over the house.. Remember, we were going to buy a house on an island and have a white picket fence and grow old and bicker together like old couples do. You’ll never guess what came on the radio the other day. It was our song, you know the one I couldn’t remember where I had heard it from before. I remember dancing with you and saying I was going to take you home and taking you out for milkshakes and fries instead. I remember the war and Adam dying, I remember winning those races and making love to you. I remember holding you tight and making sure you were comfortable when you died. Jesus, Cas………. Why did you have to die, we were just getting back to where we were before the war changed me. I miss you, your touches, you words, the way you know me better than myself. I miss the way your hair feels on my skin. I don’t know how I am going to live my life anymore, but I’ll do it, for you and myself. We were never really ones for goodbyes.
Love, Your Darling,
Dean Winchester
……………..See You Then, Cas
