Lissa:
I sit starring down thinking about ending it all. All the people's faces slide past my view. His is the only one that sticks and tears slowly slide down my face. Everything with him has been brutal from his smiling face to his ability to steal the thoughts going through my head. To him its nothing. The dirty looks, or the moments he ignores me. I love him so why doesn't he see this.
Slowly I shake my head to throw the images from my mind. All the images go away and I remember where I am. I look down still wanting it to be over. I close my eyes and throw my body forward as far as possible and think about how it will only end with darkness...
Levi:
I sit starring at her, her face beautiful even with the pain that floods it. I can't look away and as I watch from down here I notice something it's the realization that she's at the end. She wants everything over. She closes her eyes. I can't remember what happen next but all I know is somewhere deep in my being I'm drawn to her and as I see her fall I run at top speed and jump taking her carefully from the air and landing on the ground hardly jostling her.
I know what to do I take her far away. Once out of town I look down and look at the beautiful face. She then looks at me confused. And the weirdest thing slips past her lips.
"You're kidding I made it to heaven?"
I frown at her and look confused then say, "No. I just saved you didn't you see me?"
"No. I'm still here?"
"Yes you are. Please don't try that again."
She smiles softly at me seeming very shy. Softly I reach out and stroke her soft skin. Her face becomes pinker. Oh how I missed that. I've seen it from afar but never have I gotten close to a human since the last that mistake I would never make again.
She pulled me out of my thoughts, "I will try not to."
"If it makes you feel better come home with me never return home. I'll keep you safe and I'll swear nothing will happen."
She thinks for just a second and answers, "Completely."
I then start off for home with her tucked safely in my arms. This will be such a change. Someone home with me. I haven't had this happen since last century. It will be nice. I smile to myself and I feel her eyes on me. If only I could read her mind.
Lissa:
I watched him closely unable to understand exactly why he saved me in my worse moment. Then for the the first time I realized he saved me and he's alive and so am I. How would that work? It's impossible. I then looked at him with new eyes. He kept running and glanced at me, rather looking back up he just watched me and continued running. I stared back and even though something deep in my soul told me that I should run and get as far away from him as possible every other part told me something else. He cares. He actually cares. What a new thing. What a realization.
As I realized he cared I looked deeper in his eyes and I saw sadness. Something no person I had ever seen even look let alone let people openly share like he did. We suddenly came to a stop I didn't really notice even though I didn't feel the wind floating through my hair.
He kept looking at me and he whispered in the sweetest voice, "What made you want to rid yourself of from the world?"
And rather than lying like I had to every person I knew, rather than making the look on my face just be me thinking I told him. The story of me. I told him how I had loved and lost. How I even trusted him enough to let him hurt me again. How everything in me screamed out but no one could know. No one could see because if he saw or heard how it hurt me he'd take enjoyment from it. He would have laughed at it. All through the whole story his eyes looked into mine with some sort of weird understanding. From then on I fell for him. He cared and he didn't even know me and I loved him. No matter if he accepted my love or not I loved him. I cared for him and everything of my past fell away. Nothing I just said mattered anymore. It was exactly that a past and I knew I'd never be able to return to it.
Slowly a smile spread across my face. I then just told him the happiest things that have happened to me since I shared the hardest things. He smiled back. It was a great smile and the pain in his eyes vanished. All trace of it. Who was this person? I wish I could know.
Levi:
She answered my question quite easily. I was falling for her hard. What was I thinking her beauty was never ending and she made everything seem ok again. When she started to tell me the happiness I realized she also trusts me. I can't hurt her like that bastard did. That's was the most ridiculous thing in the world to do. I knew that I couldn't hurt him that would hurt her too but I wanted to, so badly. I wanted him to feel the pain I know she was going through. The pain that she begged for everything to be over, she begged to the point where she was willing to do so herself to end the suffering. What an asshole. He also hurt her for entertainment. What a creep. He should have been the one jumping not her. I swear that I love her already and I've only spent this short period of time with her. I hope she accepts me as I am.
A werewolf, vampire hybrid, never have I been accepted anywhere my mother and father were killed just after I was born. Neither family wanted them and me I was left to fight for my own. I was left. That night a witch found me and took me in. I loved her as my mother. She loved me as her son. She loved me so she died fighting for my story and getting me a world to live in that wasn't lonely. I'm not lonely anymore. This beautiful creature changed that. God I hope she accepts me.
A.N.
So I totally just threw this together. I recently went through a interesting break up. So this hits a chord with me more than I want to admit. So Please comment.
