Fighting for love (Taehyung X reader)

Chapter 6

It's strange isn't it? How your hurt burns and burns and suddenly...turns to ice.
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Sehun was leaving today, I might as well make the best out of it. He was currently at the store buying food, there was knock on the door.
"That was quick." I muttered to myself thinking it was Sehun. I open the door,
"Hey sehun that was qui-" My sentence was cut off when I realized it was Taehyung, I stared at him,
"What do you want?" I say as I walk back over to the middle of the living room. He follows me, he looks like he's struggling to decide something.
I cross my arms and look at him,
"Im waitin-" I didn't finish my sentence cause his lips smash into mine.

I couldn't help but kiss back, the kiss wasn't simple and short. It was long desperate and needy, he back me up into a wall. I ran my hands through his hair, it's been so long since I was able to touch him like this. I almost forgot the way his lip felt and how they tasted, he cupped my cheek. The kiss did get softer but after what seemed hours, we pulled back. He stepped back,
"That...that wasn't supposed to happen."
I looked at him in shock as my eyes start watering,
"You can't tell me you didn't feel something between us." I crossed my arms.
"I did but we can't happen, I hope we can be frie-"
I cut him off I officially lost it,
"No you are not allowed to do that! You are not allowed to walk in here and kiss me like THAT and tell me we should just be friends. It's not fair! You can't walk back into my life and just leave whenever you want! You can't just kiss me whenever you want! It's so unfair how you think you can get away with that! Cause you can! Don't you understand!? I can't hate you cause I still love you!"

He looks down at the floor,
"It didn't mean anything."
My mouth gaped open, I avoided looking at him.
"Get out."
He looked up, "wha-"
"You heard me, I said get out. Does Jessica even know your here?"
He stayed silent, I scoffed.
"Yeah no, of course she doesn't. Get out Taehyung, and Im begging you not to come back."
A long moment later he left, like always. Like he always will. I dont know why it's so easy for him to just come back and leave just as quickly, it's not fair at all.

   Not much later Sehun came back,

   "Hey, you ok? you seem shooken up."

I shook my head and plastered on a smile,

   "Im ok, I guess it's from yesterday." 

He nods and shrugs. eventually we had to say our goodbye's and I was alone once again.