nerd - j.j.k

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Leehi

Class was starting but, couldn't concentrate on the lesson because of what happened earlier. I want to rip off Jungkook's head and that girl's but I don't know her that well to do something like that, and technically it really isn't Jungkook's fault either...

I shouldn't be getting mad... But this feeling, it's too much, it feels like I just witnessed my boyfriend cheating on me. But instead of 'boyfriend', it's my 'first love' and it's not "cheating" cause Jungkook and I were never together... It just felt like it was. It feels like it is the same.

Questions keep entering my brain without permission. Was his nerdy personality fake? Does he lie on occasion? Who was that girl!?

My head started hurting again. I smacked my throbbing brain onto my desk, literally... Ms. Bang stopped her lecture and the whole class looked at me, including Jungkook.

I raised my head from the wooden desk, moved my hair out of my face and bowed and apologized.

"As I was saying..." Ms. Bang started again.

I rubbed my hands on my head and silently mouthed nonsense about how dumb I acted.

I fixed my hair and then noticed someone looking my way. I hesitated to return the stare but I soon did.

It was Jungkook.

I squinted my eyes and read his lips, the lips that I once desired, and finally understood what he was asking.

He mouthed the words "Are you okay?"

I silently jumped up in excitement because I understood what he was mouthing and nodded my head vertically.

He just chuckled and turned back around.

After Jungkook turned around, my mind and upper body sank back into my seat. Recalling the last three seconds of my life just now, Jungkook looked so cute... I seriously hate to admit it but I can't help it.

But I have to stop thinking like this... He likes that other chick, who, probably, has seen the multiple sides of him that I haven't.

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It was lunch now and since Seyoung comes back tomorrow I don't have anyone to sit with. When Seyoung isn't here I accompany myself to the roof instead of a table in the cafe.

I went down to the convenience store next to my school and bought milk tea, a turkey sandwich then returned to school and went to the roof.

No one ever goes up to the roof to eat lunch. Tons of people used to but I guess they just stopped.

I opened up the door and embraced the silence. I breathed in the fresh air and proceeded to sit near the railings.

I do enjoy the time that I can spend with just myself but sometimes it does get lonely... That's why I have Seyoung... I mean I do have Jimin, Hoseok and them too but, sometimes they can be too loud for me to handle. Well except Yoongi... He rarely joins in with the loudness.

Sometimes Yoongi joined me when his patience limit was maxed out.

I suddenly hear the door open and turn around to see who it was. It was Yoongi. Wow, speak of the devil.

"Hey," Yoongi said while strolling over to sit next to me.

"Hey, I was just thinking about you."

Yoongi finally reaches me and sits down with confusion on his face, "You were?"

I laughed, "Not like that, I was thinking about sometimes you'd join me up here when things in the cafe got too loud. How loud were they that you ended up here?"

"Pretty damn loud." He said with annoyance.

I laughed and asked, "How'd you know I'd be up here?"

"Well, I just figured because Seyoung isn't  back yet and you always come up here when Seyoung is absent or out of town."

"Ah..." I said as I took a bite of my turkey sandwich, "You want a bite?" I gestured the sandwich towards him.

"Sure," Yoongi says, I hand over the sandwich and watch him take a bite of it.

"Thanks," Yoongi said with generosity.

"No problem."

"Hey, Leehi?"

"Hm?"

"Can I rest my head on your lap? My head is really pounding."

"Yeah, of course." I proceeded to move the things that separated me and Yoongi. Then he slowly rested his head on my thighs.

"Thank you." He said with a sleepy tone.

"You can go ahead and sleep for awhile. I'll wake you up when the bell rings."

"Thank yo---" Yoongi starts but falls asleep quickly.

I grabbed my phone and went to Instagram, Twitter, and Youtube.

Then, again, the door suddenly opened and who emerged from the door was a laughing Jungkook and a girl...

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i d k where i'm going with this but peeps seem to like it lmao