Beautiful Prisoner (Austin Carlile Fanfic)

Chapter 1

I've always been here. Never leaving. I can't leave, they won't let me. Heavily medicated is what I am, no reasons just a possibility  that I MAY snap. Why? How did this happen to me? I will never leave, I am destine to die here.

Aurora P.O.V

"Come on Aurora don't be difficult, won't you please take your medicine?" Another one of my new doctors asked in a fake sweet voice. I looked her wrinkled figure over; the white uniform she wore had old old blood stains on it from other patients, her cherry red lipstick specking her yellow teeth was showing as she tried to smile. Please. I know it's fake, it's all fake. They don't give a shit about me and they never will, but if I don't take the medicine that makes me a prisoner in my own mind, I'm going to be strapped to my bed for the rest of the week. I slowly take the small plastic cup from her gnarled hand and pour the contents into my mouth. She hands me a glass of water to swallow the dark bitter liquid down. I cough once as if to let her know that the deed was done and she walked out of the room muttering something under her breath. I knew the drill; put on my gown and go down to the rec area. I could already feel the medicine kicking in, it would last at least two hours. Two hours of being a prisoner once again.

I took of my pants which revealed the scratches I make when I sleep, all of them surrounded by dark blue bruises. I slipped my long sleeve shirt off over my head and looked down at my now bare arms. So many scars, so many new cuts. They should have killed me, I wish they would have. But the doctors "saved" me before I could. They would never understand my pain, considering they're the ones who cause it.... the male doctors thinks it's funny to rip my clothes off and play with me while I'm strapped to the bed in a paralytic induced state. I may not be able to move or talk, but I can feel everything. It hurts me. I want to die, want them to kill me.... Oh, the medicine is starting to take over. I feel my self floating away from my mind, closing my eyes and becoming a prisoner.

So this is the first part of my book and I know it's really short but I'll update soon!! Like and comment!!