xxThe Horan Lettersxx
As I watch the boys and learn more about them, I learn more about other things. To some people, the boys are a bunch of good looking guys who write good songs about love. Who sing those love songs to beautiful girls with the perfect hair and nails. Bright eyes and the perfect smile. To these people, they're perfect. But to me, it's not the perfect girls they're singing to, it's the girl sitting next to you on the bus, she looks sort of messy, with dirty hair and broken nails? Yeah, her. That's the girl they're singing to. The girl who walks down your school hallway, with scars up her arm? Who hides in her bathroom from her abusive dad, cutting her arms and crying by herself, that's the girl they're singing to. That girl you see walking down the street, who looks dead tired, with ugly bags under her eyes and smells of deli food and bleach, yeah she looks beautiful to me, and beautiful to them. She works two jobs just to support her family, and her relief is listening to One Direction because they tell her she's beautiful when everybody at school and on the streets judge her attire. That's the girls they're really talking to. More like singing to. So when you look at their videos and see those beautiful girls who look absolutely flawless, just remember who they really are singing to. They're singing to you. To you and me and that tired, overworked girl, and the girl next to you on the bus. they're singing to them. So just remember that, my faithful readers. We're their girls, and they're our boys. You're all beautiful my Directioners. XoXo
xxDirectioner Girlxx
"Wow mate, that was good." Harry says in my ear.
"I know. Is it weird that I read a blog about us?"
Harry laughs. "Maybe, but that's the only one I'll ever read."
I settle back into the couch and keep scrolling on my phone. Several comments stand out to me below the blog.
Oh my gosh I love this. Now I have you and the boys! <3
I read another one.
The girl with the scars, the girl who works too much, the girl on the bus, I know all of those girls. I'm showing them this to remind them that they're not alone. Thank you!
I smile as I keep reading the comments. Of all the things I've read by this girl, this would be my favourite one by her. I click on the private conversation and begin typing.
Hey, I've been reading your blog for a while now, which is weird since they're about me, but anyways, I just wanted to say that I really liked this one and wanted to say thanks for reminding girls something the boys and I try tell them in our music. I guess it helps when someone else says it too. Keep it up! -Nialler
I press send and wait for a response. In minutes one comes back.
I'm going to fangirl here for a second, but oh my gosh!!! Thank you so much!!! Like you have no idea how much it means to me to have Niall freaking Horan comment on this!! Okay, fangirling over. And I only write the things you guys have taught me. You are my heroes. All of you. You saved my life and I love you for that, if that doesn't sound too creepy. And I call these the Horan Letters because they're my letters to not just the girls who read this, but to you guys too. So thank you so much for your feedback <3
I smile as I read it. I can tell that whoever this is doesn't do it for attention or anything, she does it because she really cares about us, and all the other fans.
