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2 months later

I was being woken up by someone kissing my neck, I opened my eyes to see, Nixon "morning babe" morning, he trained the kisses up my neck, and to my mouth, he got on top of me, and tnt kisses brave more rough and needy, one I realized what was going to happen I pushed him off "babe what's wrong" I summed sweetly at him "nothing" he started at me "then why'd you shove me off" I needed an excuse fast "I need a shower" he smirked, he pulled me in a hug, and whispered huskly in my ear "why dont I join you" I shivered under his voice "no you have alpha work to do" he looked sad "oh ok, I'll see you when I'm done with work" I nodded and have him a shprt and small peck on the lips

Nixon P.O.V
Ethan and I were in the office, I let out a sigh, "Ethan, how are things with you and Sireana, like you to ate half ave don't keep things from each other do you?" He smiled and looked up at me "we're great couldn't be happier, I think we're about ready to start a family... Why is everything alright, need help" I nodded "man, I don't know what's wrong, its storm is been a month since the incident. She's completely numb, I'm sad to bit she won't talk about it, and being her mate I enjoy being intimate with her but regime we start she pushes me away and makes up an excuse, like this nothing, I was kissing her neck, and things got a little intimate and she pushed me off saying she needed to shower I suggested to go with her she said I had work, I'm worried that I'm slowly losing my mate" he looked at me "bro, I'm sorry but I'm not sure what to say, Um try talking too her" I nodded

Storm P.O.V
I laid in bed thinking, I saw the hurt in his eyes outs been there awhile now, I've quit talking about my feeling, it's like how we were when we first found our we were mates, I decided that we'd talk tonight, hours went by before he came back "hey" I took a deep breath "we need to talk" he simply nodded "I agree", he sat down on our bed, I was searching for words, when I felt him hold my hand "please just talk to me, I'm scared in losing you" I chocked out a sob "I'm scared to, I lost our child, what if I lost another, I'm so scared that something bad will happen" he pulled me into a hug "oh storm, it wasn't your fault, you can't blame yourself, it was no one's fault" he held me for a long time, and I let him, I feel asleep I  my mages arms

I woke up snuggled up with Nixon, I slid  out of hours grasp witch wasnt easy, I walked down stairs, and started cooking,  eggs, bacon and toast, Nixon came down minutes later, he hugged me from behind  "Hey babe, whatcha doing" he started kissing my neck, I leaned into him "I'm making breakfast, but if you don't stop we won't be eating breakfast" he reached up and turned the stove off, "I'm fine with that" he murmured, Nixon flipped me around and put me on the counter,I had my lwfs around his waist, his tongue invaded my mouth, I moaned, moon goddess I missed this , he ripped my top off, in seconds I had his off to, he unclapsed my bra, I heard a shrill scream "AAAAHHHHH" not to mention very girly, we pulled away, Nixon stood in front of me seeing as I didn't have a top on, we looked to see, the brown hair of my brother running away "AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI MIMI, I'M SCARED FOR LIFE IM DYING" Nixon put his shirt on me, i started laughing hysterically, Mimi came in the kitchen, I was still laughing, Nixon looked at me puzzled "he caught us in the act, not fully we just didn't have shirts on" Mimi shook her head, I was rolling on the ground crying and laughing just without sound, while Dylan was still tuning around screaming it took them a full 10 minutes to calm me down and another 5 to calm Dylan down, we all decided to have breakfast and not speak of what happened "so why did you guys come over anyway" Mimi looked excited "well... I'm pregnant again, I know we just had pur first kid but were really excited" I sat there shocked "congrats guys I'm happy for you, we spent another talking to them, when they left I broke down into tears Nixon held me, I sobbed "it's not fair there already on there second, we didn't even get our first" Nixon held me, I finally calmed down, Nixon had to go to the office and left me home with Serena, she was glowing "what's up with you" I asked she smiled widely "I'm pregnant" right then Nixon entered our home, she said goodbye, I had my second episode of the day, Nixon started to cry to, we cried together, but I knew we'd be okay, we'dget through it

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