my heart has been broken twice. i'm lucky enough to even be breathing anymore but it feels like a curse to breathe in the air we once breathed in together. i can stare at your face all day and it still wouldn't be just the same anymore. it feels like you ripped out my soul and now i'm stuck with the remainder of who i was. it feels like playing your favorite video game but all that ever happens is that you end up with a grey screen screaming you died over and over. it feels like sitting in the bottom of the ocean with nothing to breathe life into you anymore. it feels like its constantly watching you and you can't do anything you used to live for before. what a shame
