Trapped

Hope P.O.V

"Hope you know what happens next, don't you?" Harry asked, pulling away from our kiss. He was looking at me, waiting for my answer. I took a breath and answered him.

"Next? I dont get it, next to what?" I asked, confused. I don't even know what he is talking about right now, I was too distracted by his hands that were under my shirt.

I mean, who wouldn't?

"This little... thing we are having now" after he said that i stopped and automatically climbed out of his lap leaving him confused. I look at him and start to speak.

"We?" I questioned. "There is no we, this was just fun, a distraction right?" I ask. I was wondering why he would ask a question like that all of a sudden, he knows about my broken relationship. He knows I need him to keep my mind off of thinks and he is fucking good at it. We? There is nothing between us. We are just fuck buddies. Friends maybe, I don't know.

"Yea...Right," he said, pulling me back to his lap and rolled me on the couch making sure he was hovering over me. "I was just making sure if you knew that" was all he said before crashing his lips against mine once again.

My work is done for today. I finished cleaning up the boys holiday house at 4 pm. Thank god they didn't mess the place that much or I would flip out because they were already annoying enough.

Anyway, It was their last day here in Portugal. So, I don't have to keep getting worried about having them around anymore. If you are going to ask me, if what I had with Harry this past few weeks was fun, My one and only answer would be absolutely yes. He was really hot, he is funny and really laid back. He has alost like a kid personality, really imature but amusing at the same time. He's good at making someone... happy? He made me happy? Was that it? Damn me, snap out of it, I'm just a housekeeper.

Once i said goodbye to all of them, I walked out of the house. Guess this fun few weeks I spent with Harry would just be nothing... nothing but the past.

Which was a..

Memory.

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-5 MONTHS LATER-

I still could not believe I got the internship after all the hard work I've gone through during this summer. At least, all my hard work paid off, all does hours I spent working everyday. I feel like finally everithing is coming to place. I worked things out with Ben, my boyfriend and I feel very happy about it.

oh and the good news are not over yet. I am moving to England in 3 days. A bit overwelming but really, really exiting.

The only thing bothered me right now is that Ben didn't tell me if he is coming with me or not. He is the only person I have right now so if he doesn't come, I would not be happy about it. Yes, i know we are not the most stable couple ever and that we haven't got together that long ago, but he is my motivation. I would feel lost without him by my side I need him, i really need him.

My phone vibrated, pulling me out of my frustrating thoughts. I walked over to the table and picked it up, unlocking the screen. I had a message. I click on my message app only to find it was from Ben. Come on, who else would it be? I dont socialize with many people so it only could be him.

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- FROM BENNY:

I need to talk to you. Meet me at Starbucks down the street in 15! Ly

TO BENNY:

Ok, I'll see you there... Love you too! - End of conversation.

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