Why Me

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I am awake now I have to get ready for school and make dad breakfast before he wakes up

I walk into the bathroom and do my normal routine now it is time for me to take a shower

I can't use the hot water even though I am paying for me and if I use It my dad is going to beat me

So after my cold shower I go to the kitchen and make dad some eggs and bacon

After I did that i got a orange and some bread and tip toed to the door and left before my dad woke up to give me another beating

And I start making my way to school I hope Crystal will ignore me today

But I know deep down inside she will never leave me alone it is like she has nothing else better to do then bully me

Nobody hangs out with Me because they are scared that Crystal, Rachel and Avery will bully them too

But I am fine with that i don't need anyone cause I know deep down inside I am alone in this world without mom

I know you are wondering why don't you go live with your other family the thing is that they hate me

Because they think it is my falut that mom is dead and I know it is my falut

If I would have kept my mouth shut and stopped asking her to get me some ice cream this would have never happened

But that was 7 years ago in 3 months I am going to turn 18 so I can finally live on my own and get dad some help that he needs

But until then i need to get through all this pain as I start walking to my locker I noticed that Crystal, Rachel and Avery were infront of my locker

I assume they must have been waiting for me since they have nothing better to do

I approached my locker and asked them if they could move over

And they said no so I asked them again and they pushed me

But before I could do anything the infamous bad boy Ryder walker and his group of friends told them to leave me alone

Which is suprising cause nobody and I mean nobody sticks up for me

I was greatful and confused at the same time

I was lost in though and I didn't notice that the girls left and I turned and faced Ryder and his friends

And I said thank you he said it was nothing he would do anything for a pretty girl

And I'm like ok

So I get my books out of my locker and head to class my first period is Music my only escape from the bad apples

It's the only time I get peace from them and there followers who are too scared to say anything and get bullied like me

I don't understand why ever one hates me but it come to understand it's not my problem it is theirs so I don't care at all i am me and always will be me

Once I got to music Ms.Parker our music teacher take me to the back room so I can sing my heart out

Ms.Parker is so nice and sweet she probably is the only person who cares about me in this entire world

I start singing Human by Christina Perri

Cue Music

I can hold my breath

I can bite my tounge

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want
Be your number one

I can take fake a smile

I can force a laugh

I can dance and play the part if that's what you ask

Give you all i am

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash I break down

Your words in head, knives in my heart

You build me up then I fall apart

Cause I'm only human, yeah I can turn it in

Be a good machine

I can hold the weight of worlds if that's what you want Be your everything

I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up then I fall apart

Cause I'm only human , yeah

I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human

I can take so much
until I had enough

Cause I’m only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I’m only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

‘Cause I’m only human, yeah

End music

After I sung the last word and I turned around and what I saw shooked me

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I know you are probably upset the i left you on a cliff hanger don't worry the story is just getting started

Have a good day my babes♡