How can I change??

Chapter 4

As i woke up i felt something soft under me..

It seems that i'm in a room.. a boy's room exactly..

I tried to get up but still there's a little pain left that i can feel in my body..

"Cassidy??"

"Ughh...where am I??"

"Stop moving.... You'll get worst..."

It's him again...

"You again.. where am I??"

"You're in my room.. "

"How did i get here??"

"Well.."

~~FLASHBACK~~

(Lance's POV)

"Cassidy???"

"..."

And Cassidy fell to the ground

"Hey... cassidy??! cassidy wake up!!"

She got wounds and scars all over her body... what happened to her??

I cant just leave her alone on the cold streets..

Then i carried her to my house, apparently my parents are not here.. they're at another country to work..

Poor Cassidy... so this is why she hates the kind of living... Now I feel more guilty about what I've done...

I did all I could to take care of her wounds and scars... she looks peaceful when she's asleep..

"Mmm... daddy..."

She's...dreaming...

"Mommy... daddy... please dont go..."

More like a nightmare...

"Noo please.."

"Shhh.... don't worry cassidy... i'm always here for you..."

Then she went asleep again... without any word left in her mouth...

~~END OF FLASHBACK~~

(Cassidy's POV)

"So..."

"So what??"

"Nothing happened??"

"Hell no... nothing happened... do you think i'm that kind of boy?? I'll be going down stairs to get something to eat.."

"Ok..."

He's not bad at all.... i thought that he is like some other guy... but no... i'm wrong..

"I'm back... here..."

"Thanks..."

"Lance..in case you've forgotten.."

"Oh... yeah... Lance.."

"That's okay if you forgot..."

"Thanks Lance.."

"Your Welcome.."

Then he smiled to me... i feel like... i'm safe around him... like the times where my parents are here... and still alive..

But no... That feeling didnt last longer than i expected to be...

A promise has been made and now been broken..

I made those memories hidden somewhere i dont want to open again.. somewhere deep in my mind...

"So... Cassidy can I ask??"

"Sure..."

"What happened to you??? There are so many scars and bruises in your body... are you okay???"

"Sorry but... i dont want to tell..."

"Why??"

"Because... sorry to say this but... I dont trust you at all..."

"Okay... I understand.."

Then an awkward silence formed in the room....

"So.. Lance.... do you live here alone??"

"Yeah... my parents are actually working abroad so i have the house all to myself..."

"So you can have a party here whenever you like??"

"Yes but i dont intend to have one... dont have any friends anyway..."

We're just the same... dont have any friends at all..

"I think I should go... Thanks anyway for taking care of me..."

"Are you sure you can handle yourself?? i mean your wounds are not fully healed yet..."

"I can do it..."

"Ok... let me accompany you outside.."

"Ok..."

And he helped me with my things and we bid goodbye... i have nowhere to go...if I go back to our house, he will torture me again..

So no choice then... I'll just go back to Lance's house... but.... well... no choice then...

I went up in front of the door and rang the bell.. Then suddenly the door opened...

"Hey Cassidy... forgot something..."

"Uhmm.. the thing is...can I stay here for the night..."

"Sure..."

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