We finish class and we walk outside and Hayden was walking ahead of me.
"Hey hey hold up" I say as I grab his arm. He turns to face me.
"What?" He response
"Why do you care what goes on between me and Spenc?"
"I..I don't never have never will." He says with no emotion no gold specks in his eyes.
"Bullshit" I say
We walk into a empty classroom
"Why" he asked no emotions
"Why what?" I ask
"Why does it matter"
"Um because I want to know why you hate him so much" I say as we both run our hands though are hair"you guys used to be friends right? You Spenc and my brother"
"You really want to know?"
"YES"
"Ok I hate him for two reasons 1 he slept with my mom" I almost passed out not my best friend not my Spencer. He continued " and 2 he has you."
I just look at him and then I ran out of the room and ran to the girls locker room and I changed into my softball uniform and went to the batting cage and started hitting balls.
I think I just kept going until I ran out of balls then I went to the gym and started hitting the heavy bag.
"Hey Hayden told me to come check on you" I turn around to see my team mate and friend Alex
"Hey"
"What happened?"
"Nothing"
"I have been wanting to talk to you do you really like Spencer like a boyf.."
Before she could finish Spencer ran in he looked scared.
"Alex can you give us a minute" He asks
Before she left I answered her " I don't know Al I don't know anything anmore"
She nodded then left
"What do you want" I ask as I practically fall to the ground
"Drink this" he says giving me a water
I take it and drink it. Then look at him I hope he could see the disappointment in my eyes.
"He told you huh" he looked sad and tired I could tell he ran all over looking for me.
"Yes"
"Well are you mad"
"No" I say with out looking at him
"Please talk to me"
I stand up grab my bag and look at him.
"I assure you talking to you right now is not what you want." I then turn to walk out and I do and I go home.
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I went home went to my room and I sleep for an hour.
Then I hear a knock at my door I open it to she Hayden he was drunk I mean real drunk.
"I..I j..just wanted t..to say y..ou look pretty"
I noticed a big bruise around his eye and his knuckles are bruised too.
"Did Spencer do that?" I ask while I help him to his room across the hall.
"S ure did" he slurs
"Why"
"Cause he w as m ad you would not talk to him"
"O"
"I am sorry about your parents" I say while helping him get in his bed
"Whatever my mom's a whore and my dad's a man whore a perfect match..not"
I give him a glass of water to try to help sober him up.
"I just can't believe one of my best friends would do that to me ya know?" He says
He looks so broken so sad I just want to hug so I did.
While I was hugging him I asked him a question.
"That's why you left?"
"Yep" he said poping the p.
"I really am sorry"
We lean back where we are facing each other we both lean in and we kiss.
It was a really good kiss but I stop he is drunk so I stop. He looks confused.
"Sorry" I say I got up got the door
"You can do that anytime" he smiles
"Ya it helps you won't remember in the morning but goodnight."
I go to bed and dread tommrow.
