I'm pretty sure I lost you

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Emily's POV~
I look down and see blood. I think I'm having a miscarriage. I feel my stomach and cry.

"Jacob bring me to the hospital please." I sob.

"Come here baby. I'll have the neighbors come watch the kids." He says picking me up bridal style.

He puts me in the car, let's the neighbors in, and drives me to the hospital. All I can think about is, am I going to lose this baby? And the guilt building up inside of me that there's a chance it's not his child. We pulled up to the hospital and Jacob carried me inside. The doctors took me in a room to examine me and cleaned me up.

"Ok emily do you know how far along you are?"
The doctor asks.

Jacob looks at me really confused and then he realizes why I asked about a baby.

"Um...no I've only known I was pregnant for about a week now." I shake.

"Ok. Can you roll your shirt up please." Dr. Mal asks.

"Yes ma'am." I say as I roll up my shirt.

She turns on the machine then puts the cold jelly stuff on my stomach. She looks around the monitor then points to something.

"That little blob is your baby. You're about a month and a half 2 months along at this point. The baby is fine you're just having a little bleeding. Don't sweat over it. Woman come in all the time for that. If this keeps happening for more then a week I suggest you come back and we'll run some tests." She states.

"Thank you so much Dr. Mal I'm so sorry for calling you in at such a late hour." I sigh.

"It's not a problem." She chuckles.

Jacob grabs my hand and walks me out to the car. We ride home in silence. Not an awkward silence but a comfortable silence. Like we were enjoying each other's presence. We pull up and go inside. We thank the neighbors then I climb into bed and so does Jacob. He wraps his arms around me then kisses me goodnight.

"Goodnight my love." I sleepily say.

Jacobs POV~
"Goodnight baby. I love you." I say.

"I love you too." She says as she drifts off to sleep.

I sit there wide awake staring at the ceiling. I listen to emily breathing and admire her cute little snore. Sometimes I like to sit awake at night because she will sleep talk when she dreams and I always wonder if she dreams about me. Her dreams are usually about things that worry her. Most of the time it's her losing me or about the kids. Tonight she starts sleep talking so I listen to see what she says.

"I can't do this. I don't know how to tell him Jessica and Hailey!" She yells. "How am I supposed to tell Jacob this baby might not be his."

As soon as I heard that, my heart dropped. This baby might not be mine? How is that possible? I let go of emily softly and grab my luggage and pack as much of my stuff as I can. I write emily a note and take off in the night. To a place I never thought I'd return to.

Emily's POV~
I wake up the next morning to screaming children and dread getting out of bed. I don't see Jacob so he's probably going for a morning jog. I get the kids and bring them downstairs. I put them in their play set and go to make breakfast. But I notice this unopened envelope on the counter it says 'Emily.' I open it and start to read...

Dear Emily,
I'm sorry for doing this, but I've left you and the kids. It's for the best. Sometimes I lye awake at night and listen to you sleep talk. Last night you were talking about how you didn't know if the baby was mine or not. This obviously means you have cheated in some way so I can't do this anymore. I love you and the kids and I will always love you all, but you have ruined my entire world because you and those kids were my entire world. You may keep my engagement ring and I'll have a friend give you a check every month for child support. I'm sorry for doing this. Goodbye cutie...
                                      Sincerely,
                     You're old love (Jacob)

After reading that I broke down and slid to the floor. Michael came running up to me and hugged me.

"Don't be sad mommy." He said

I think I lost you forever....

Welp. Here's part 2 of what I promised.
I hope you enjoyed it. I'll try to update as soon as possible. Once I get the time. Anyways hope everyone had a great day!! Goodnight💗

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