Loving Too Early

Rylan

It was Summer, I am so glad that all the exams and texts are gone, not forever, but at least for now. I met this cute guy named Rylan yesterday and we ate lunch together, we then spent the whole evening together, we cuddled like it's nobody else's business while watching movies and eating popcorns. It was surprising that mom didn't come back home last night, but I really couldn't care less, she isn't the best mother after all, but at least she cooks for me and gives me money for shopping. I don't care where she went yesterday or who she was with, but I just pray and hope it's not the guy mom is dating, after she and dad divorced 2 years ago, it's complicated but at least all the fighting, yelling and crying is over. 

The cute guy I mentioned earlier texted me this morning and asked me out at the 5-star restaurant which I don't even know why, but I still agreed. The only reason why I agreed was because there is nothing else more boring that spending a day with your typical brother that always bring his friends over, and then getting drunk all over the place. 

I overslept and forgot that I promised Rylan I would be at the restaurant by 12:00, and now it is already 11:45, I quickly grabbed my black leather jacket, cropped gray shirt and a pair of blue jeans with my wallet and out I went. I looked at my phone to see how much time there was for me to get there until I realized it was only 9:00, I stormed back into the house and yelled at my brother until he came out of his room. I didn't even need to ask was it him that changed my clock's time while I was asleep because I knew it was him, it was always him who put flour in my hairdryer, hair dye in my shampoo, bugs on my matress and even itching powder in my makeup. I made him kneel down below me and beg me for forgiveness until it was about time to leave, I didn't let him go because I know after a day or two, he's going to come back with another of his lame pranks.

Lunch was tasty and romantic but it wasn't enough, I wanted something more than a lunch so I offered a walk along the beach. It was the perfect timing since the view was nice and so was the temperature. If I have to describe how I feel now, I would wonder am I dreaming of me with the perfect guy I've always dreamed of when I was young and even if I was, please someone, don't wake me up. 

During the holiday, Rylan and I went out together for a number of times now, and I am starting to have feelings for him, I would always wait for his call but sometimes I am too tired to even want for it, I would fall asleep. I would always wonder if he has feelings for me too and sometimes I even dream of us getting married with kids and a happy family which I know I am very desperate for one now since my family is nothing like it.