Rin x Miku: I'll Always Be By Your Side

Chapter 9

Mikus pov-
These past few days have been so hard to cope with. It's just not the same without Rin here. Lukas adamant that at I should clear out Rins room but I just can't. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I cut her out my life so soon. I'm still in love with her. I'll never stop being in love with her.

Lukas been acting really weird lately. I was say on the sofa thinking about Rin and she suddenly came over and put her arm around me. Before I could shrug it off, she kissed me. To which I slapped her hard. Like 3 times. The nerve of that selfish cow! She killed my girlfriend and expects me to be in love with her. That's not how love works. She did it to me again this morning and I slapped her even harder. I wish she'd just get into her head that I don't love her. I don't want anything to do with her. I just want Rin. I want her back...

Lukas pov-
Ugh can Miku just stop grieving Rin already? It's so annoying! She'd acting like she doesn't love me but that's just the grief talking. We both know it. She's always had a fondness for me. It's so obvious. Plus she knows I'd be a way better girlfriend (and wife for that matter >;3) than Rin would ever be. I just wish she would see that.

Mikus pov-
I went back to the cliff to see Rin today. It wasn't as hard as the first time seeing here but it still hurt. Her body was going grey from the blood loss and the blood was fading into this really disgusting browny purple colour. My heart feels so empty right now. No matter how withered and dead Rin will be, I'll still love her the same. She still looks absolutely beautiful. And I'm sure she looks even more beautiful in the after life. I really want to go and be with her in the after life. I just miss her so much. I see her everywhere and every time I do, it just wears me down. If I die then I can be with her forever. I can be by her side, forever and always. That's all I could ever want. I just want to be with my girlfriend. And I want to get away from Luka and all the bad things about life. I want to die. I want to be with Rin.