Loved by a Winchester

I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing, Sammy!

I am still deathly afraid of seeing Daryl again but I couldn't stand it if I ruined Dean and Sam's lives. I talked to Dean a few hours ago and have been in my room since. I am packing a bag when I hear a soft knock on the door. I quickly hide the bag and grab my phone. "Come in." I yell, and Dean walks in.

"Clara, can we talk?" He asks while he looks down at the floor, hands shoved in his pockets.

"I guess..." I say not even looking​ at him.

"Listen, I know that we haven't known each for very long but... I don't know how to say this." He lifts my head and gets down on one knee. I start to cry. "I know we haven't known each other for very long, but you make me happier than I have ever been working any job. I can be myself around you. I can finally worry about one person and not anyone else." I put my hand over my mouth, trying to hold back the tears. When he asked the question. "Will you marry me?"

I couldn't hurt him, but I couldn't ruin his life. It's too soon. I thought. So I made a quick decision. I grabbed my bag and car keys and I ran.

It's too soon. I didn't turn around when I heard Dean yelling my name. He caught up to me one time, but the locked car door was blocking him from getting to me.

It's too soon. I backed out of the drive way and drove off with Dean chasing the car by foot. When I finally looked in the rearview mirror, it broke my heart. I only see Dean standing there with his hands behind his head.

I don't look back again but tears fall from my eyes. It's too soon.... I can't do that to him.

Dean's POV:

"She left Sammy! Just left. I asked her to... Know what, nevermind. Just get your ass over here ASAP! I need to find her!" I say, trying to hold back the tears and pain, but probably failing miserably.

Sam gets back 45 minutes later and walks into the house. I don't wait. I grab the car keys from his hand and run to the car, Sam hot on my heels. He doesn't ask anything until we are in the car. "Dude, what the fuck happened?!?"

"It doesn't matter Sam! We need to find her. Track her GPS!!"

Sam doesn't ask anymore questions but does what I asked him to. Which is good because I am trying not to break down.
I don't know where I am going but I have to find you! You are my whole world. I start by looking for her car and license plate.

"Dean we will find her." Sam says.

"I shouldn't have done this. I shouldn't have let my heart feel anything! I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing, Sammy!" I started to cry, "If I didn't feel anything then this wouldn't have happened!"

We just drove in silence the rest of the way.

When I couldn't​ find her and Sam couldn't track her, we pulled into a motel. I dropped off Sam and went for a drive.

I can't lose you!

Normal:

I drove to the nearest AT&T store to get a new phone because I knew Dean would try to track me. I smashed mine and got a new number. I also left my car behind in an abandoned building and borrowed someone else's for a while.

I knew Dean would call Sam and they would drive around then get a motel room. So once I thought that they would be in a motel, I drove back to the house.

When I pulled in, I didn't see the Impala or any car, so I hurried to get everything I could.

About 15 minutes later I hear an engine but don't pay attention to it. Then I hear someone behind me.

Dean POV:

I go back to the house to grab a few things when I see a car in the driveway. I park in front of the neighbors house.
Once I get inside I don't believe what I see. Everything is trashed, the side tables are knocked over and a vase is broken on the floor.
I run to her room and find a blood stain on the carpet next to her bed. I start to call Sam when I realize he can't do anything because he has no car. I race over to the motel and bust into the room.

"Dude what's wrong?" Sam asks, looking at me while sweat runs down my face. I am starting to panic.

"She's gone Sammy. Her house was trashed there was blood and... " My voice starts to quiver.

"Hey hey hey. What do you mean gone? Is she dead?" Sam asks, grabbing my shoulders trying to stop me from pacing.

"No, I hope not. There was blood but no body. And the ring.." I stop trying to pull away and realized. " The ring, it was gone but she hadn't accepted it. Sam track her!"

"I can't, I don't know what to track."

"The ring I offered her! I put a tracking device in there. Just in case." My voice starts to steady itself. I pulled out my phone, and started to text everyone about her. Her description, her name and everything else I can think of.

"I got her! But she is on the move. Fast, and she's almost a state over!"

"Be in the car in 5. Grab everything she would need if she is hurt. Just in case." What I said takes a second to register. By the time it does I am standing there, eyes and mouth open like an idiot, my thoughts are jumbled but the one thought that stood out, was her.

I have to find you, no matter what it takes. I will have you back with me, in my arms!

NORMAL POV:

I try to open my eyes but all I see is black. I am blindfolded and gagged. I try to scream but my throat is raw and it hurts, but I have to get out of here.

I am thrashing against the chains that are bound to the ceiling, holding me up on my feet. Then I hear his voice, "Clara! My sweet girl that got away. How nice to have you back with me." It can't be him... I can hear his voice. "Are you glad to see me?"

I try to scream but it is muffled by the gag, so i thrash around trying to do anything but it is no use. He has me and i can't escape... What have i gotten into? Why didn't I stay?

Then I hear deans voice, "Clara!?!" I try to call his name.

"DEAN!" I yell through tears and the gag. "Let her go!" He yells, then there is a click and a needle shoved into my neck. What is going on?

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Trying something new with the POV.. tell me what you think. Thanks guys

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