secrets

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The guy that helped me...  His name was Jemimah. He seemed really nice. And he was very attractive. But I felt as if I couldn't love him. He walked me to my door and I watched as his smile faded  " maybe I can teach you to love me " I stare in blankness and shake my head. " why did you read my thoughts " I ask him " why didn't you block them " I turn around and open my door and feel his hand on mine to hold the door. " I will show you " and with one breeze he was gone. I opened my door and fell to the floor. Not knowing what this place was. All I Remember . Wait Remember . Okay last thing I remember was that I was in the alley. And I drank someone's blood then black out.
Did my mom send me her to help me learn what I am. A vampire.
Or maybe this place is to help me  learn more.
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I get out of bed and walk to my bathroom. I throw on my uniform and leave my natural curls fall down. I was to lazy to put alot of Makeup so all I did was fix my eyebrows and apply mascara and lip gloss. I look in the mirror and see my eyes turn blue.  Like how a vampires eyes should turn. But the I see other colors. Purple, red, green, yellow.  I close my eyes and look again to see my normal hazel eyes. I look away and grab my stuff and walk out the door.
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I look at the clock and see that my First Class is psychology. I smile as I rember how I took this class in highschool and how much curiosity I had. I walk in my class and realize. Most of the class is filled with boys. Except one girl that was very beautiful. She had medium straight hair. That was dark brown. And a smile so bright that made me believe she was the nicest. She looked over my way " oh thank god. Come sit with me before these assholes rape me " I laugh and sit with her
Then one guy walked in and was very shy at first. Well at first. As soon as he saw his friends he smiled and sighed "great I'm with you assholes " he smiled and walked past me, but I couldn't help focusing on him. He seemed...  Fimiar. Like. As if. Maybe. Noooooo.
I glance back to meet his eyes. I block my thoughts so he couldn't read them and think of why he was looking at me.
Slowly I slip into his thoughts. And hear him speak back to me
Hello
I jump a bit. And focus on what my teacher was saying
" 2 lovers are forbidden and 1 solution made by one. But how can a problem be made if it were to hurt the other lover. "
For some reason this...  Sounded fimliar . Dam everything here seems fimiar. Have I been here before? 
And without thinking I spoke.
" because once a decision is made. No matter how much it can kill that person. Love will come again. Weather you are alive or dead , it will still live on. And one day... Even if it's just one day. That moment can keep the lovers, alive more than if they were never to see eachother again. But like I said. Dead or alive. So much can happen in that one day. " I finish off saying and here a " excellent " from my professor. I smile and nod and he continued the story.
I slowly started drawing out a symbol and felt a vibration in the ground.
" the solution didn't help the love. But a little promblem helped bring these lovers. Together. "
What he just said hit me hard and I started to

Breath hard and every thing came slowly. A memory but that moment it felt like a dream. I was standing in a room with a beautiful man. His face so bright as his eyes looked at me. He smiled and I focused on his lips. The way he moved around me , every move so foreign yet felt like it should be. I smiled and leaned on him and he held me. He told me once of a forbidden love. He explained what happened and the bloodlines of every vampire, warewolf, witch, and socerer. He was...  My love. But sadly as it came it left. And the vibration in the ground

Slowly it seemed to disappear, and that dream. Made me hope. And wonder. If it was a dream...  Or was it something I have forgotten.