Trials Are Pretty Hard For Us. Blue Is Scared Now To Even Come Out Of Her Room. So Now She's Being Homeschooled.
She Always Kept A Smile On Her Face But Deep Down Inside My Baby Was Hurting. The Only People She Would Talk To Is Trinity Or Aleya.
I Cried Each And Every Night Cause I Couldn't Be By My Baby's Side. I Wanted To Hold Her But She Doesn't Want To Be Nowhere Near Me.
I'm Considering Some Therapy But Jay Said To Just Give Her Some Time Alone.
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I Took Off My Shoes And Laid Beside Jay. I Moved My Hair To The Side So He Could Hold Me.
"This is all my fault." I Said.
"Baby no it's not stop downing yourself, God makes thing happen for a reason. At least she's not trying to commit suicide thank God but don't try to push it but just make some short conversations with her." He Said.
I Looked Up At Him And Leaned Down To Kiss Me. We Held It For A Good Minute And Then I Turned My Head Back And We Fell Asleep Just Like This.
Blue POV
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I Never Really Wanted For Things To Go Down Like This Between My Family But Ever Since Mom Had SJ All Of Her Focus On Me Goes. I Try Having Girly Time With Her That's A No. I Try Talking With Her That's A No Even When SJ Is Sleeping It's Still A No.
Mom Got Me A New Phone Last Month I Got The IPhone 7 Rose Gold. I Texted Trinity And Aleya In The Group Chat.
Cousin B💙👭: Hi are y'all down to Bowl?
TT💕🤘🏽😔: Yea what time my mom was coming over there to talk to your mom anyways.
Baby A💖👑😘: Yea, T ask auntie Kells to come pick me up. My mom went out with my dad. Oh shit I forgot Julez can drive. I'll be there in 20 love y'all😘🤘🏽.
