Masked Devotion [Jimin fanfic]

Part 4 // Dear Diary

You decide to walk to where the makeup room is and write in your beloved diary before Jimin comes, because you've got a lot on your mind from the short period of time you've been here. You can't believe how fast the time has gone since you came here! 1 1/2 hours had past since you got out of the taxi. It seriously felt like 10 minutes.

The makeup room, which is kind of huge, is pretty simple, but it still manages to weirdly pull off a glam vibe. There are 7 makeup tables, one for each member. All the tables, chairs and mirrors look identical to each other, but you see that there are names in big white letters on the back of the black chairs. You're completely alone in the room, so you read the names out loud as you're walking by, examining every part of the room whilst doing so :

 "Jin, Jungkook, J-hope, Rap Monster, V, Suga and" You stop for a moment. Seeing the table and chair that Jimin has make your mind race off to the other side of the world. You imagine how it would be fixing his face, touching his face, (and yes, you'll get paid for that) TALKING to him, like a good pair of buddies, or maybe even more..You sigh that kind of sigh where you just wish that you're dreams could be reality.

But you come back to your senses, even though you don't think that you went too overboard with your crazy thoughts this time. "Y/N!!! What the actual fuck are you thinking?!! You've met him once. ONCE." You think. But you can't resist it. A nice but still strange tingling feeling starts to take over your body and you're completely fine with that. It feels amazing! You start smiling without even realising it.

You remember your diary. Oh, your diary. You look at the time. "15 minutes left" You dreamily get out before walking over to Jimin's table, pick up your dairy and pen you took with you, and start writing. You write and write and write and write.

Suddenly, you hear a door open from the left. The makeup room had many different entries and exits. You notice someone opening the door, but you don't really care since you're so up in your writing, writing about how it felt to get the job, about Jimin, and even Jungkook, that you start to ignore any other sounds than the ones the pen made. You can feel you hand starting to cramp after a minute or so, so you lift your head up to stretch it a little bit, but that's when you notice him. 

Jungkook. 

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Jungkooks POV

I try to open the door quietly so that she won't hear, but it's practically impossible. I remember seeing her walk down this way, so she must be here. I want to talk to her. She seems so cute and nice from what I saw earlier that I just have to try and talk to her! I hope she's not taken...

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"Y/N?" Someone says. 

"Oh-" You begin. You feel embarrassed since you've got your hand smudged with ink from writing (left handed problems) and your face is totally red from bending down and concentrating for too long. Shit. Someone you only have just met is here for no reason at all. He has no benefits from you whatsoever right now! Why would he be here, now?

"Hi" You awkwardly chuckle trying not to sound too weird. 

"Hi! What are you doing here? Jimin is not here yet." He said, now leaning his tall body on the wall opposite of me, looking into my eyes the whole time. What does he want? Does he like me?

"Oh um yeah haha. I'm waiting for him here whilst he's in the shower, so I'm occupying myself by writing in my diary." You say and smile. Wait. WHY DID YOU JUST SAY THAT YOU WROTE IN YOUR DIARY. shit. This is so embarrassing. You're practically the only one you know who writes. Everyone else probably stopped doing that when they were 10. Neither Jungkook or me are 10. shit. shit shit shit.

Jungkook nods in interest and makes a goofy smile. "Right haha. Do you write a lot?" He asked.

"Oh yeah, I write everyday. It's my hobby" I reply. You can feel your skin melting into a pile of shame and embarrassment in front of you at what you just said. You had always been conscious of your writing, you felt like you never excelled well enough. That had bugged you ever since you started. Your writing never felt good enough.

"Wow." He says. He hesitates for a short second, but then says "So, do you have a boyf-" until he gets interrupted by a man no other than Jimin.

Park Jimin.

Park mothafucking Jimin.

But not only Jimin. JIMIN-WHO-JUST-GOT-OUT-OF-THE-SHOWER-STILL-WET JIMIN.

He had rushed in here with only a white towel around his waist, going down to the end of his knees. He stands there like a statue when he just realises what he's done, but you can't resist to look at his glowing abs and his adorable yet extremely handsome face. 

He looks amazing. Stunning. God-like. He just stands there for a solid 10 seconds, not daring to say anything because of fear. Fear of what he just did. WALKED IN TOPLESS. 

"O-o-O-h. Hiiiii guyss..." He whispers. Gosh he's so cute. You can hear a "omg why did I do this" under his breath, but you decide to keep that to yourself because it just sounded so adorable and is too precious to be shared.

"Hi hyung." Jungkook says slowly, giving him a weird but funny "what are you doing" kind of look. 

All I can do is giggle but also stare in awe at what a beautiful masterpiece he is. A beautiful, goofy masterpiece is what Jimin is. 

"I should go.." Says Jungkook again, slowly. You know that he's embarrassed at what just happened and you also know what he was going to ask before Jimin rushed in.But his exit is quick like a leopard. Before I know it has he managed to get out of the room, which leaves me and Jimin alone.

"I'm so sorry Y/N haha, I forgot that you would be here!" He says, scratching his head and playing with his newly washed hair lightly whilst smiling the cutest smile ever.

"Oh no, it's fine" You giggle as you continue to try and collect yourself from what you just saw. Jimin's stunning abs. 

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Jimins POV

Oh my god, she's so adorable when she giggles. She's perfect...

I can't believe that I just walked in almost naked in front of someone I'm trying to impress.. Jesus christ Chim-Chim! Pull yourself together. 

But she's so beautiful....

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Um..Hi :) This is the writer "speaking" haha

This chapter sucks, you can probably see that clearly. I tried writing more this time though!

I still can't decide if I should either use "you" or "I".... what have i done *face palm*

Anyways, I'll try to write the fifth chapter tomorrow!

Byee.. (noonewillseethisbutiwillstillsaybye. bye.)

/ trocaderoo