Chapter 20

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Tonight was my first party ever. I tossed my backpack onto my bed and walked to my old closet. I went through my small selection of clothes one by one over and over until I finally decided what I wanted to wear. I chose out a pair of black skinny jeans and a striped thick strapped tank top. For shoes I chose some cheap plain black flats I had in the back of my closet. I slipped the clothes I was wearing off and put the clothes I chose out for the party on. I went over to my night stand and took my makeup from the drawer of it and walked to my mirror and sat in front of it. My phone went off before i could start looking for my eyeshadow I was planning to wear. It was a text from Harry saying he will be here in 10 minutes. Then I started going through my makeup until I found my brown eyeshadow. I put some on making sure I didn't make it too dark. I brushed out my straightened hair before heading out the door. I stood outside the orphanage for a couple minutes until Harry got there.

"Hey sorry to keep you waiting." Harry said as he stepped out of his car. "Are you ready to go?"

"Yeah I'm ready." I said while smiling.

I got into Harry's car and waited for him to get in, so we could leave to go to the party. Once Harry got in he took the car out of park and headed to Niall's place. The whole drive was silent. No music or Harry's occasional hums it was just silent.

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We finally arrived at Niall's place. There was already people there. Harry and I got out of the car to head into the house. The music was loud and there were people everywhere which made it very crowded they all were either dancing, talking, or drinking. Harry grabbed my arm and pulled me into the kitchen where it wasn't as loud.

"Stay here I'll be right back I need to go take a wee."

I laughed and watched Harry walk out of the room leaving me alone. I stood there for a little bit until I heard Niall yelling over the music saying he was going to the kitchen to get some food.

"Sutton!" Niall yelled as he ran towards me.

He picked me up and spun me around. Before putting me down he had to regain his balance. You could tell he had some alcohol earlier by his breath. Even if you were a foot away from him you could tell he was drunk just by how he walked and acted.

"Are you having fun?" He asked.

"Uh, I just got here."

"Oh! Wait where's Harry?" "He's taking a wee." I started laughing when I said wee.

"Well I guess you have to hang out with me until he gets back."

I smiled. It was sweet that he would stay with me so I wouldn't be alone.

"Niall get back in here." Zayn yelled from the living room.

Niall took off running into the living room, forgetting I was there. I spoke too soon. I stood for alone for awhile. People would come in and get food and stare at me and walked out. Where in the heck was Harry? I walked out of the kitchen to find Harry. I pushed past a bunch of sweaty bodies that were dancing out of the way to look for one of the boys to ask them where Harry had gone. I got into the dinning room where Liam was standing alone watching everyone dance.

"Hey have you seen Harry?" I yelled over the music.

"No sorry love I haven't seen him since he arrived with you. If I find him I'll tell him you were looking for him."

"Thank you." Liam smiled and nodded.

I walked away pushing people who were dancing once again. It was really hot in there so I decided to go outside to get some fresh air. Eventually I found a door that went outside to the backyard. No one was out there except for a guy that had brown hair and had gray eyes. He was sitting alone at the table that was out here.

"Hey have you seen Harry?" I asked the mystery boy. "

Sorry Hun I haven't seen him all night. How about you sit down for a little bit. You look hot and exhausted."

I nodded and took a seat across the table from him. We both sat in an awkward silence until the boy spoke up.

"Let me introduce myself. My names Eric, what's yours love?"

"Sutton."

"That's a very unique name. I haven't heard that one before." He said while smiling.

I smiled back.

"Hey do you want a drink? I was expecting someone but it looks like she isn't coming."

I nodded.

Eric handed me the drink and I took it from him and took a big drink of it. Before swallowing all of the drink it spit it out all over the ground.

"First time with alcohol?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said while trying to get over this awful taste.

"You'll get used to it trust me and once you do you'll get addicted to it." He said as he reached for his cup and took a big drink. "Or at least that's what happened to me."

I stared at my cup for a while and thought to myself if I should try again.

"If you drink it really fast it isn't as bad."

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- a few drinks later -

"So you like Louis?" Eric said while making a weird face.

"Well yeah."

"Well maybe I should go find him so you can get with him." Eric nudged.

"No, he hates me."

"Well talk to him and maybe he won't hate you anymore. If I find him will you talk to him?"

"Fine." Eric smiled and got up from his seat and headed towards the door nearly tripping over his own feet.

I giggled as I watch him struggle to get the door opened. A few minutes later someone walked through the door that Eric just went through.

It was Louis.

"Do you mind if I take a smoke out here?" Louis asked.

"I don't mind."

Wait when did Louis start smoking? Louis reached into his back pocket pulled out a pack of cigarettes. He opened the pack and fumbled to pull one out but he managed to Holding the cigarette between my fingers i shoved his other hand to look for his lighter. He put the cigarette between his lips and took his lighter and lit it.

"So you enjoying yourself?" He asked as he exhaled the cigarette.

"Yeah I guess." Louis finished his cigarette before talking again.

Once he was done he took the remaining cigarette and dropped it onto the ground then he took his foot and smushed it to destroy it.

"Don't tell the other boys I smoke."

"I won't."

"How about I go get some drinks and we stay out here and talk."

I slowly nodded. Louis went inside leaving me alone once again.

What am I getting myself into?


A/N: well this was not what imagined to write ever. 😂 hopefully this was a cool enough twist. This makes up for all the short chapters lately.

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