Suicide (Levi X Eren)

Honestly!!

Eren's POV

Why did he say that I thought I could trust you?
I thought you where my friend why are you doing this to me?

I stand on the edge of the landing wanting to jump, just looking down to all the street lights and cars passing by "would any care?" I cry to myself and my vision get blurry and I feel a tug on my top I look behind me and see my ex boyfriend levi "get the fucking down" he shouts and pulls me back I full right on my ass and down still crying.

"What the fuck do you thing your doing!!?" He shouts his voice weak and hurt I stay silence I don't know what to say about this how do I tell him I was about to jump.

"I...I...just wanted a better view" i say shaking like it's was freezing cold he pulls my face towards his "Ball Shit!!" He hugs my tightly as I cry in his arms and break down "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I repeat to him, he rubs my head "it's ok just please don't try it again" he said with a soft voice.

(DUN DUN DUNNNN)

Hi my name's eren if your wounding what the fuck just happened I'll start from the beginning
This is the story of my shitty life and how it became to a end ..... maybe.

Eren's POV

I wake up to the sound of my sister calling my name "Eren get the fuck out of bed!!" She bangs on my door as I gron and roll off the bed and hit my head on the floor "OW!!!" I sit up and get my hands in a fighting mode "WHO DID em
TH.....at.." I look around to see I no one.

"Eren!! Get Up!!" As soon as I know it the door was kicked open by mikasa my sister "what the fuck I'm up you stupid bitch!!!" I shout back and slam the door and sigh.

This is just normal for my everyday life I guess I'm use to it by now I frown and grad my uniform and then making my way to the shower and strip naked of my Pj's and get in the just doing what everyone else dose wash my body get out dry my hair and put my uniform on.

I wouldn't say I have a normal life but I guess it's pretty normal for me, I sigh and get in the car with mikasa "you took long we're gonna be late!" She looks at me as I just stair out the window not paying attention.

She turns starts to drive really fast like a fucking crazy person, I cover my mouth feeling sick she looks at me and slows down I frown at her and she gives a cheeky smile.

We get to school like 2 minutes later as she parks I quickly get up and throw up in the Bush she rubs my back "sorry I forgot you hate cars" I finishes up and look at her "I'm gonna kill you".

[Time skip to class]

I sit in class looking out the window as bored as I am Mr.Smith talking about some history shit, I turn my attention to him and do the work that as given everything is just so boring.......

BEEP!!!!!!

thank fuck I Grad my bag and run out the class room heading outside where I said I would meet my friends
Like always armin sat on a bench with Marco and jean "Hey guys!" I smile running towards them but......

SMACK......my face smacked the floor causing my nose to bleed a little "WHAT THE HELL??!!" I turn around to see a short man with raven hair as he made a 'Tch' sound "you was about to run straight in to me, watch where you going next time".

He walked away hands in his pockets acting like he was the man, with a girl with strawberry pink hair following behind him not to mention she was ugly as hell.

"Eren!!" I get up and as he runs over to me alone with Marco "are you ok??" He asks in a panic as he tries to touch my shoulder but I push him away "I'm fine" I say in a low voice but loud enough for him to hear "b..but your bleeding...." Marco speaks up and give me some tissue.

I sigh and walk away from then "Eren?" I carried on walking trying not to cry like a little bitch "that ass hole next time I see him" I mutter to my self as I bump in to someone.

"Sorr......" I look up to see another person that want to kill me "aww did eren get beaten up before I could do it??" He mocks me as I try to walk past him but he stops my "just fuck off will you!" I push past him and quickly run to the back gates.

Thats Rainer another cunt I sigh and get to the back gate before slipping throw a small gap "fucking school!" I walk for a bit until I get to a big oka tree and start to claim up.

I like up onto a little landing where there was a few beers and cigarettes alone with a blanket yes this is my hide out for when I get pissed or sneak outta School.

I grad a note pad out my bag and start to Wright I guess you could call it a diary but I wouldn't say so.

'Fucking hate my life I don't really see what I did wrong to levi or fucking Rainer why the fuck do that have to make my life a living hell , I hate levi so much I didn't even know the guy and he just magically comes up to me and punches me now it's a thing I've gotta use to but it's shouldn't be like that I want to kill my self like every other day of my life '

I slam the book shut and take a deep breath, I sit for a while smoking while I look at the school yes the tree is high enough for me to look down on them.

"I would set it on fire" I joke to my as I flick the cigarette out of my hand down below me.

I quickly make my way down the tree I've got art next and I love art as I make my way to the gate I see a small man standing there with raven hair "Levi?" He turns around instantly.

"Sup Jaeger" he leans against the tree and look at me with those beautiful eyes wait what.....I sigh and walk try to walk past him before he grads me.

"Let go" I look at him and he pulls and pushes me against the tree, I blush sightly as he moves his face close to mine.

"I'm going to make you mine" he voice cold and deep my face heats up even more as he lets go and walks away.

"What the fuck just happened?" I speak to my self as I dare not move an inch till I know he is gone for real.

I let out a deep sigh and slip back into to the school thinking over what just happened 'make you mine, make you mine, make you mi...'

SLAM I'd just walk in to a pole I hold my head and yelp as I pull my hand away I get up feeling dizzy.

"What the fuck is happening" before I new it I was unconstitutional lying on the floor.

Alright so that was shitty af