i say it all the time
im fine
im fine
im fine
but what if im not
what if im screaming out
but i keep saying
im fine im fine im fine
i am screaming
i want to be helped
yet the words
they repeat out again
i tell myself
say it more
more
MORE
when will it change from a lie
im fine im fine im fine
im screaming at the top of my lungs
why is it silent
im waving my arms
i want to be helped
yet all that comes out the same damn words
im fine
IM NOT FINE
why can't i accept that
i am NOT fine
so why do i keep sayingim fine