Imagines and Smuts

Cameron Dallas Imagine

This one is gonna be long so get comfy. ✌️

CAM'S POV

I was at Taylor's house with all the guys when Matt bursted in.

"Y/n just posted a video for the first time since you guys broke up!" He yelled.

Me and y/n broke up two months ago and she stopped going on social media I think because of it.

We had been on and off for six months.

"Why did you guys even break up?" Shawn asked.

"I fucked up." I said lying on Taylor's bed.

"He cheated on her at a party and when she found out she broke up with him and refused to tell him why she had bruises on her waist and legs so I mean she probably cheated too." Nash said.

"Can we watch the video?" Johnson chimed in.

I just nodded and they played it on the huge tv.

Music started playing and y/n began singing.

"If I had a heart, I'd probably stop taking you back.

If I had a heart, I'd probably start paining it black.

And I'm sorry, that I'm so weak.

If I had a heart I'd probably give you all of me."

By now I was upright staring at the tv.

Is this about me?

"You crumble me, you kill me with your subtlety.

Watch you wave goodbye like troubled seas.

Is feeling hurt what 'love you' means?

I just miss when you were still here.

But you're with someone different, this year.

You found another way to stop the tears while I'm in my bedroom dying."

It hurt.

It hurt hearing how much I hurt her.

The music continued as the video showed pictures of cut wrists.

Y/n wrists.

"If I had a heart, I'd probably stop taking you back.

If I had a heart, I'd probably start painting it black.

I'm sorry that I'm so weak.

If I had a heart, I'd probably give you all of me."

I started thinking of all the times I told her she was beautiful despite the scars.

All the times she told me how scared she was of herself.

All the times I was there for her.

And all the times I wasn't.

"You cared for me, you were there when no one cared to be.

But you took my heart to tear the seams,

You were first in line to burry me.

I just miss when we would hold hands, And we'd dig our toes in the cold sand.

But I'm in my bathroom dying.

Why do you fuck with my heart?

I don't know, I don't know.