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A battle Chapter 4

      ~16 weeks later~
Me and Alexander are getting really close as he is my best guy friend I ever meet. When I hang out with him and his other friends they treat my like one of the guys. One day as I was going uptown to visit Alexander at kings college. I saw men in red suit.
I was scared I rushed over as quick as I can to tell Alexander. When I got to his house. He was gone.
I saw Laurence as I grabbed him by the arm.
"Where is Alexander!?" I yelled.
"Didn't you hear. He is with General George Washington. He is helping us fight against Britain." Laurence explains.
"Will he be back?" I responded.
"I don't know but I have to go with the troops. You better get home you don't know what will happen now." Laurence runs off as I run home.
My best friend left me without saying goodbye. I was so pissed off.
"Sweet heart what's wrong?" My auntie sees that in stressed.
"Nothing I just need to go to my room." I stomp up the stairs and plop onto my bed. My friend that I trusted. He leaves me. I keep thinking to myself this. He can die in battle and I won't ever know what happened to him.
I curled up at my window cell and I wanted to cry.

Your P.O.V
"Why do I care for him so much. He's just my friend. I know I stand with him on what we both think. Wait! No I can't be. Could I be in love with him. No I can't I just can't!"

I looked out of the winds and I saw soldiers walk up and down the street. Carrying guns and bags. I heard a kno at the door.
"Y/N is it ok if I come in?" It was my auntie she was concerned about me.
"Yes you can come in." She walks in and sits down with me.
" what's wrong sweet heart I can tell your upset." She says.
"Auntie have you ever had a good friend that you trusted so much and they leave you without saying goodbye?" I looked down.
"Yes sweet heart I have. His name was Henry. He was my best guy friend I ever meet. We where childhood friends. Until we got older I realized things changed about him. He wasn't himself. As I knew him very well. He got into drinking,smoking and other bad things.  One day I went over to meet him and I saw...I saw him dead. A gun in his hand  and a bullet hole in the heart. I didn't know or what made him do that." My aunt held back some tears.
"Did you love him?"
"Yes I did but I was scared to ever tell him. And I was too late."
"Aunt Rosy there is something I have to tell you." I look at her straight in the eyes."when I arrived in New York I ran into this man. His name was Alexander. He was a very nice man. When we went to the tavern I keep meeting up with him and his friends. We joked and we had the same things in common. Today he told me to meet him at Kings college. When I got there he wasn't there. I saw his friend John and asked him where he was. He said that he is serving with the general. He didn't say goodbye to me. I don't know when he will be back. And I'm scared he will die in battle. Oh auntie I don't know what to do!" I burry my head in my hands. "I fell in love with my best friend."