I'm trying, i really am.
But something is still lingering over me.
To my friends and family, I'm smart, and beautiful, funny, outgoing girl.
But to me I'm worthless, I'm just horrible.
Handling this depression is hard.
Everyday i wake up exhausted, i look at myself and i want to cry.
I'm just so horrible and ugly, and fat.
I wanna be pretty like everyone else.
I'm trying to stay strong.
But everyday it only gets worse.
I just hope one day I'll really be happy.
But as for now....i don't know.
But this thing that's wrong with me, i can't control it.
And I'm sorry.
Forgive me?
