teenage dirt bag GBD

TWO

Lillis' pov

my eyes fluttered open i moaned rolling off the side of the bed onto the floor i was back in my room at the shelter which probally means i never met Grayson

Graysons Pov

i had the weirdest dream i said to Ethan shoveling food into my mouth what about his eyes traveled to my face waiting for an answer i met this girl she was really pretty but she had the most worn out clothes a white stained shirt with a large tear down the side her ribs stuck out far and you could basically make her fall by hitting her with a peace of paper she was that tiny he nodded and i was nice to a homeless slut he chuckled dosent seem like you bro but just remeber youve got the hottest girl in the world as your girlfriend so i wouldnt let her go for just some homeless bitch in your dreams i nodded pushing out of my chair and getting ready for the day with Mayson my girlfriend 

ethans pov

i pushed my chair out slipping on my black vans to go on a walk 

i tied the strings tight around my foot walking out the door down the sidewalk bummer we just had to live a block away from a fucking homeless shelter like you got to be kidding me 

finally i approached the gray building also known as the hell hole for the poor or a homeless shelter but something was different here before i could think of it a tiny girl sitting on a bench under a dead tree caught my attention i slowly walked past her and got just the perfect glimpse of her she was the girl in graysons dream 

my feet hurried up our driveway quickly i saw Mays car in the drive way but ignored it and ran inside she was sitting on the couch her head resting on grays chest gray i shouted pulling the sleeve of his shirt we have to talk now and i mean now ok ok he lifted her head onto the pillow and followed me to the near bye hallway closet 

alright gray youll never belive what i saw and what was that he mumbled clearly not giving too shits about what i had to say the girl from your dreams she is real i saw her today outside of the homeless shit hole sitting on a bench matching your perfect discription 

he just nodded with wide eyes trying not to act suprised and pushed passed me on his way out the door

Lillians pov

mitty youll never belive the dream i had 

what tell me everything she said leaning over the metal desk in the conversation room i had the craziest dream that this guy named grayson dolan came to me and saved me from the place he looked like he could own a fucking island he was wearing the most expensive looking clothes i have ever seen and i legit mean they were from like the most famous brands ever 

she laughed lilli dont get your hopes up it will never happen... ever

that  night all i could think of was grayson the blonde highlights in his hair jawline so sharp i bet you it could cut vegetables he was the actual definition of perfect

a/n please dont think that i like gray cause of his looks yes he is good looking but thats not why its also not because of his fame he just makes me happy and take my mind off cutting and harming myself dont comment that you feel bad for me not that you woud anyways but still he and ethan makes me happy and i thank them for that

the gray bearded guy came in with the cart this time handing me a meal of stale thin piece of bread thats it he said the boss said your getting too fat and personally so do i i looked down at my bony thighs and my rib cage sticking out but i just nodded and took small bites of the bread then a knock on my door echoed through my room it opened up there stood miss she said these two boys have came to see you shockingly in stepped 

wait what you no its confusing i know he studied my room looking for somewhere to sit but the door reopened miss came in and said this is an exact definition of what fat and depressed looks like she is a disease i wouldnt want you fine pieces of meat being trapped in here so long so make it snappy and you little bitch dont try anything or no more bread for you she slapped her hand on my desk and turned walking out 

so she thinks your fat the boy with a little blonde streak in his hair said im Ethan this is Grayson i said and um how do you know that you were in my dream last night fat slut Ethan mumbled i know i said a tear slid down my cheek cry bitch cry Grayson said youll never be anything to anyone so never think that and btw never ever dream of me again and never ever think that youllhave a chance with me he poked my nonexistent chest and turned and left