So many things to do
So many things I want to see
But you want me to live then give me security
You'll never know what I'm feeling cuz you'll never be me.
And I'll never know you unless you will let me see
But I don't understand how you are so worried
If all you ever do ignore me and desert me
You see me suffering
You see me had a bad day
But only my enimies seemed to make it okay
You push me to the ground
You kick me with your lies
And nowadays you won't even look me in the eye.
I'll call out your name but you won't even look back
"I want to be alone" what do you mean by that?
Do you mean that you need a break from me?
Cuz you never said that to anyone else
I'm hurting, can't you see?
Please put that break on hold and just help me
Cuz when you say that only lies I see
You just talk to every one that will never be me
And I just don't understand why it's always me
Not her not him you pinpoint me
And kick me when I'm down but don't realize what your doing
Oh god help me
Help me get through
Because if you keep ignoring me you won't have a tied shoe.
So help me
Want me
Cuz no one really does
I'm the one waiting for you
When it's reversed you don't give a buzz
Cuz you have other friends that actually care
And need I meantion again that only my enimies play it fair?
So with being said even though you'll never read this
This is not a cry for help. It's just what I needed.
So this is for you. You know who you are.
