Escape || M.Y.G

Part 6: You Called?

As you got on the plane, you sat in your seat next to the window. You looked outside the window and saw everyone waving with there smiles. You felt your heartbreak as you saw them all smile big while Suga looked like he would be torn apart.

As the plane started he turned and walked away with his hands in his pockets. You looked down at your hand with the paper Suga put his phone number. You thought of what he told you the night you were drunk.

Suga... what do you mean by 'you might even be my help'?

As you got out of your thoughts you squeezed the paper in your hand, you tucked your hand in your pocket of your sweatshirt and looked out the window. As you arrived at the airport you and Y/S decided to go back home and rest. You went to your bed and threw yourself on the bed facing the ceiling. Than you suddenly thought of your dad.

Dad, I wonder if your happy?

Is it nice and comfortable...up there?

I'm sorry if I disappointed you. I didn't realize we were so alike.

In our thoughts did they scare you? As much as they scared me?

Did you want to give up?

God, I'm so frustrated! I have so many questions!

It bothers me so much to know I will never have an answer!

Why didn't I find out sooner?! I could have saved you.

I'm so stupid! I miss you dad.

I promise you, that you will never leave my mind.

I'm so sorry.

Your thoughts stopped as you felt tears running down your face.

"Oh god. No." You said as you covered your face with your arm.

Next morning

You were awake. You laid on your bed holding the phone number Suga gave you over your face.

What should I do?

Should I call? Ugh! why is it so hard?

Your thought got cut off by your sister as she barged in your room.

"Good Morning!" She said with a high voice as she swung the door open. You were startled.

"Ugh! Jesus don't be so loud. Its the morning, not an all night party." You said as you closed your hand quickly with the paper in your hand. Your sister looked confused as she looked at your hand.

"Hey. What's in your hand?" Your sister said curiously. You looked at your sister and pretended there was nothing in your hand.

"In my hand? I have nothing in my hand. Stop messing around." Your sister looked at you seriously.

"Oh come on, I'm not stupid. So please show me!" Your sister said as she quickly changed personality to serious to cute and sweet.