deep love

why me

I was on my own walking through town when it was dark. i pulled my phone out to check the time it was 8:53pm yes its late but my dads not in town at the moment. i put my phone back in my hoodie the one Jake gave me. i miss him a lot he's not aloud to talk to me for 3 months. as walked past the flikering street lights it started to get darker the lights started getting fever away as i walked down the one way street. i could hear laughing as i walked past the dark allays. 

i checked my phone again i had a message from him saying "please answer the phone i love you i miss you can we meet please" i ignored the message nope it wasn't from Jake it was from James. i put my phone back in pocket after putting some music on. but all of a sudden i felt somebody grab my solider i turned around it was James he pushed me into a dark place pushing me into a wall. he showed me a picture of Jake kissing summer. he let go of me i dropped to my knees crying  James rubbing my back. i took of Jake's hoodie and left it on the bin for him to find someday. i thought to my self why did i believe him its summers boyfriend she asked him to do this. i ran back to get his hoodie but i was gone. i turned on my flash light and looked around for it. i thought to myself oh no that's Jake new merch. 

i arrived home after a long weird walk i locked the doors and closed the certons and went to the kitchen for some food. i ran upstairs and got into the shower it was amazing i felt clean and warm. i brushed my teeth. i opened my bathroom door and i saw Jake sat on my bed.

"oh my god Jake get out my house" i screamed "what did that little prick show you?" "you kissing summer" i shouted "i i didn't mean to do that she looked at me in a cute way i just had to!!!!!!" "are fucking kidding me she looked cute that's like me walking up to a random dog and looking into its eyes and going your so cute let me kiss you!!!!!" i screamed,"get out of my house Jake i don't like cheats" i said kinda not shouting. after an argument with Jake he finally left. i decided to ring Nate since we haven't spoke in forever i invited him around he said yes. i answered the door he came in i made us some late night tea and then watched a movie that he played in. we laughed about things and watched loads of movies and we told each other secrets.