I Miss You

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It has been too long
Since i last saw your face
Since we last talked without insecurity
Since we hung out and laughed
Since you and i were on good terms

It has been too long
Yet my heart would still beat twice as fast
When i see your face amongst all blurry faces in the busy hallways
It has been too long
But my heart still aches
Because you aren't in it

It aches
Because you are happy without me

It aches
Because you can live without me

It aches
Because seeing your smile
Reminds me of what i would miss
Whenever you're not around anymore

But you're already not around, right?
You seem so close yet so far away
Out of my reach; if you'd like to put it that way

You are like the moon in the night sky
Though i can't reach you
I know that i could still look at you
But then it would hurt

It would hurt all over again because then will i realize
That i am nothing but a hopeless person in the world of billions
Who you would never notice again