Fear and Suspended Happiness at Sea

I'm terrified
I'm scared
I'm everything that is fear
These feelings for you scare me.
I'm in an ocean storm so close to fall under the waves and being lost forever.
Though I'm scared I want to relish in all that emotion
I yearn for it, those feelings of passion and heat
But I'm scared to be taken under
Scared to lose
Scared to gain
I'm in fear of my feelings for you
Yet i dive in to the abyss swimming closer and closer to you
Reaching an outward hand to you
Just a breath away from your hand
I'm suspended in this animation
Fearful to swim one millimeter closer
For one wrong move could drown me and I'll be lost drowning alone in the dark.
I'm terrified
I'm scared
I'm everything that is fear.