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140 - Justin x Kelsey

REWIND.

"I means a lot that you agreed to let me come round, you know?" I offered him a small nod, a kind smile and a fresh bottle of refrigerated water.

I was now back to living in my apartment. Our old apartment, that is.
Already, I allowed the silence to take over us, not exactly knowing what to say. It shouldn't be this awkward between us. I never in a million years expected the pair of us to end up in this predicament, we were so perfect. Maybe that was it, though. We were too perfect. To good to be true. I mean, every good thing must come to an end, right?

"So," Justin cleared his throat, " I just really wanted to talk to you. You know, about what happened." His gaze shifted from mine, on to the plush white rug that sat in the centre of our--my living area.

I nodded.

"But," he half-heartedly laughed, "I don't have a fucking clue how I'm going to go about this. I mean," he took a small pause to have a sip of the water I handed him, "all I can do is tell you how much of a mistake I made. She was a mistake, it meant nothing. I was totally fucked up and --" I stopped him, "that's no excuse." He nodded in complete understanding, "I know that baby. Trust me, I know. And I haven't stopped beating myself up over it for the past month or so."
"Yeah, well I haven't felt so great about it either," his eyes were welling up, I'm sure my snide comment didn't help but quite frankly, I don't give a fuck. "How could you, Justin?" Justin. That's how I flag him now, no more J. That's too intimate. "I mean, you say it's a mistake and okay, I get that. But you were so sure that you loved me. You'd tell me every day, a hundred times a day how much you loved me but if you really did, you wouldn't cheat. And while you're away on tour too? I can't believe it."

I wipe away a tear that I didn't realise was falling and then inwardly curse, I promise myself that I wouldn't lose another single tear over this.

"And you know that no matter what, I'm never going to be able to trust you again. Especially not if you're always travelling here there and everywhere without me."
Silence overcome us again, but he was thinking. Processing what I had said and preparing himself for a reply. "Come with me then. You can travel with me, everywhere I go you can be by my side. But I want you to know that no matter what, I would never dream about even taking a second look at any other girl, never mind interacting with them or...kissing them."
"I don't know, Justin." I sighed. "Please, baby," he begged, "I'm swearing to you right here right now that I've never regretted anything more in my life, nothing like that will ever happen again. Please, please believe me."

Tears ran down his face as he scooted closer to me, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear after twirling it between his fingers.

One glance at him and I was broken, again. No matter what he's done, seeing him cry is something I can't handle. I look away, but realise that he needs my support completely when his hand grips my thigh, shaking sigh nerves.
I turn to face him, raising my left hand to gently stroke his cheek, brushing away his tears with my thumb.

"I'm so sorry, Kels." He's borderline begging me now, a pleading tone in his voice.
"I know you are, J." The name makes a return. "I'm so," he pauses to place a kiss on my cheek, "so," and another on my neck, "sorry." He finishes with a kiss on my lips, full and needy and I've melted straight away. Under his spell with one single kiss.
He continues to trail his kisses down my neck, soft moans unintentionally escaping my parted lips.
My hands trail down his toned chest, his excuse of working out to numb the pain clearly evident. My tiny hands grip around the hem of his shirt and I make little effort to pull it over his head and discard of it on the floor somewhere, though I'm not certain where, far too wrapped up in him and the things he's doing to me.

"I've missed this, baby."

I attempt a nod when he expertly discards of my shirt, tugging at the straps of my lace bra. I raise my arms slowly to allow him to unclasp it with one hand, throwing it to join the now growing pile of clothing on the living room floor.

Without a word, and without missing a beat, he effortlessly pics me up and carries me bridal style up the stairs, my limp arms wrapped tightly around his neck.
With one foot, he kicks open the bedroom door, leaving it forgotten and open as he gently places me down in the middle of my -- our king size bed.

He stops for a few beats, hungrily drinking in the sight of me and when he can't take it any more, my jeans are tugged off, along with my matching lace thong.

"Jesus, Kelsey."

The bulge in his pants  grows and my hands immediately go to unbutton his jeans and tug on them, then they're off, along with his boxers, too.

He's perfect. So beautiful. And mine.

"If you want me to stop baby, just tell me." I can't help but softly laugh at his calmness. "It's only been a month, Justin. It's not my first time."
A grin spreads on his face as he crawls up the bed and hovers above me, his arms either side of my head. "You're so beautiful." He murmurs against my mouth as I reach down and wrap my first around his thick, hard length and just that small touch from me has him moaning, eyes closed.
I take him and place him at my entrance, leaving him to slowly inch into me, my body contracting to his every move.

"Oh my..." I moan, pleasure taking over my entire body as a tiny bead of sweat trickles down his forehead from the anticipation.
"You're fucking perfect," he states as he pushes a tiny bit further so I'm completely enveloped around him.
After pausing for a moment, his hips start to move slowly, my nails clawing at his toned back.
"I love you so much Kelsey."
His moans are all I can hear and his sweet, sweet words are tipping me over the edge, helping me reach my climax already.

"I love you, Justin."

He moans loudly. "Tell me again."

"I love you. I love you so much it hurts,"

That almost pushes him to his climax, too.

"You're mine, aren't you?" I slowly nod, biting my lip as his thrusts become harder, faster. "All yours, J."

And with my final words, our moans get lost within each other's as we both reach our climax together, cumming and shaking simultaneously as we reach our perfect high.

"I'm never letting you go, Kelsey. I hope you know that."

He places a gentle kiss on my lips as he pulls out of me completely, tucking my body in his as he cradles me so close I'm almost certain we couldn't be any closer.

"I'm not going anywhere, Justin."