Dear diary,
New book, new beginnings? Yup got a new diary ... Wait? Does that mean I'm talking to 'something' new? Is it possible to speak to my old diary, but on this diary? You know what let me start again ... I have nothing against you but my old diary knows what's going down. Feel free to read though xx
Dear old diary?,
Oh how I've dreaded this day, once again I'm met with a comma eyebrow bitch, a lying angry over nothing hag, two face monster and a flat ass big forehead wanna be ... Ohh wait !! That's all one person!! Yesssssssssss you know who I'm talking bout !!!
She gets on my nerve!!! But as always I gotta fake it till I make it . "Smile and wave boys" like skipper from 'The Penguins of Madagascar ' says ,right?. She smiled at me at interval then the bitch goes and tells one of my girls I needed to blend my eyebrow out..... I KNOW!!! LIKE BITCH HAVE YOU SEEN YOURS!!! ... Ooooooohh I was this close *holds thumb and fore finger so close together for emphasis* UGH Fuck that bitch!!
I got some good news!!! D stared at me today!!!! Yes!! I'm not lying!!! I was staring but I caught him staring first , sooooooo HA!!!... He just looked and smiled at me ... I'm a pullah I know! Hahahaha ... He's so pretty and humble and kind and caring and talented and dreamy and everything BUT!!!!! ..... Yeah you remembered diary!!! He's like 5cms shorter than me !!! Fuck why'd I have to be so tall !! And Lucius !! And scrumptious !! God made me too beautiful, but I'm grateful (^_^)（≧∇≦） (*ﾟ▽ﾟ*) ∧( 'Θ' )∧
So I went to school with a pale pink off the shoulders tank top, a light blue Jean washed skirt , my black cardigan, my adidas shoes pair with Nike socks ( I know I'm sorry!!! I'm not suppose to match different brands, but I did!!!) and had my hair in two big buns!!!! I had to admit I was fucking sexy today!!! He definitely liked it ;) he couldn't stop staring and I had to admit was pretty proud of myself if I do say so myself ...
Everyone looked beautiful !!! Except those I extremely hate!! And I know I'm suppose to forgive and forget as God says but it's hard to do so when satans forever on your back!!!! I mean the bitch has got me swearing !!!
Technically though swearing wasn't a thing around the ages of when the bible was written , I know it's bad now but who are we to say that something cannot be said?
We all tend to put God in a box and think this is what God wants and expects from us when really no one knows everything about our creator ! I come from a Christian background and was taught not to question God, and God knows this already but we only know the littlest of God! Who's to say everything about him is true in the bible? All religions have different bible stories who knows which one is original? Most say Catholicism but throughout the old years people make up bullshit, soooo yeah I believe in God and some of the bible but my faith and belief is still as strong as ever ..
Anywho today was eventful and I'm sorry I wasn't back for long, I got a pile of papers calling my name , I must have them ready on time for the hell I will walk into tomorrow morning ...
God is good
All the time
And all the time
GOD IS GOOD!!
Stay blessed diary Xx
-Lilscottysfnm
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An// hope y'all enjoyed this xxx it was rushed so don't hate xx
Read my other exciting book 'full stop .'
God bless
-QueennXx_
