I don't know what to do... they tell me to kill myself... they call me slut, horror, they call me dirty. You never really know who your friends are until things get tuff. I'm trying I really am... it's just well I cry myself to sleep every night now I cry in the shower... I even cry when I am doing my homework... I can't even look at my phone... I can constantly hear it go off. But I know it's them... I can't stand what they say. It hurts so much why can't they just understand I didn't do anything with him. I'm just a girl I... I... I'm just done with all these people... they call me names I don't even like to go outside anymore... I shut my phone off of the text get real bad... I'm starting to think I am what they call me... maybe i shouldn't think like that but I do... I'm screaming for help but no one can hear me... I act fine on the outside but on the inside I'm drowning I'm in over my head and I don't know what to do... why can't people understand that their words hurt... they hurt so bad I can't even describe it... I just want to wake up tomorrow and it be over... but that is just a useless wish I don't think this is going to end...
