I went straight home after Chanyeol had left me at the park. The feeling that something's wrong didn't stopped going through my mind. But I tried to push the thoughts away by watching some chick flicks and eating ice cream. Though I kept telling myself that everything is okay, and that Chanyeol hadn't a good day, I still had the feeling that there was something going on, but.. what is it?
As if on cue, my suddenly buzzed, telling me that I received a text. Reading the ID, a smile grew on my face until I read the text.
'We need to talk.'
This didn't mean good. This wasn't good!
Shaking my head and taking a deep breath, I typed down my reply.
"Okay, sure. When?"
A moment passed by as suddenly someone knocked on the door, and I didn't need to ask who it was, cause it was pretty obvious that it was him. Opening the door for him, he entered and went straight to the living room.
"Chanyeol?--"
"Min." Turning around, Chanyeol stared at me, and for the first time I was scared. Scared in a way, because I had the feeling I know about which direction this would go, but I hope those feelings are just stupid feelings that I should just ignore.
"Can you tell me what's wrong?"
"Huh?" Widening my eyes a bit confused, I took a step back.
"You changed." He said, furrowing his eyes at me with a frown. "Wh-What do you mean I changed?" I stuttered.
"You were different back then. You always smiled, laughed freely and just enjoyed your life. Everytime I embraced you, you hugged me back. Everytime I pecked you, you returned it with a kiss. Everytime I stroked your hand, you held my hand. But now.. You completly changed. You aren't hugging, holding, or kissing me anymore. You're pushing me away everytime I'm trying to come close to you. What's wrong? What happened? Did I hurt you? Is it the reason why you're pushing me away? Or is it because you don't love me anymore?"
Widening my eyes, I shook my head repeatedly. "N-No! It's not like that!" I said, my voice shaking.
"Or could it be that I didn't show you the way I feel? Were my actions to weak for you to believe that you're the only one?"
"No! Chanyeol, it's not your fault!" I shouted. I wanted to stop him from talking, but my voice kept on failing on it's own. I was on the edge of breaking down because he was looking for his mistakes, though he didn't had any. It was me. It was me who's blocking him away. It's not him. He didn't do anything wrong. It's me!
"Then tell, tell me what's wrong!" He yelled, clenching his teeth together. Tears escaped his eyes as he threw his fist on the table. No. No! Never in my life I wanted to see him crying. Never! I always swore to myself that if I will ever hurt him, I will never forgive myself.
"Chanyeol.." I uttered, trying to reach for his hands. He glared at me with tears still falling from his eyes as he took a step back. "Tell me," He said, looking at me. "Was I ever good enough for you?"
"Ch-Chanyeol.."
"Jaemin!" He yelled, causing me to widen my eyes. He never called me by my name. "Tell me!"

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