Oops ! » Zayn Malik

Please, God, I want a better life. I don't want some parents who are never at home. Although if I have everything that I want, the most expensive clothes or be in the popular group. I don't receive love from my family, people who hang out with me are only there for my social status. Sometimes I want to be a boy. You know, the kind cute. Beautiful ebony hair, brown eyes. I would especially like to have friends who truly love me for what I am and what I have to give. Not because my father is Martin Moretz and because he is the most famous fashion designer in the world.

It was true that I could pass for a little capricious princess, but I was not one. You know, when you want to bring joy and happiness to people around you and they want you just because you are known..This is really embarrassing and selfish from them. Seriously, I don't and I'll never have the courage to play in someone's back in that way. This is absolutely disgusting and hypocritical. I like to dream that I'm someone else, someone who is loved for what he does. I think secretly that if i'm another person, I could have friends in gold that will always be there for me regardless my choices and decisions. But life is really selfish. She gives a much better existence for those who do not deserve it.