THE URGE (TICCI TOBY X READER)

The dream

All I see is darkness, I am lost and scared that is until I hear a soothing voice ringing through the darkness, it's Toby. "TOBY!!! TOBY WHERE ARE YOU?!? IM SO SCARED WITHOUT YOU!!" All I hear is a whisper from him I can't make out what he said but all of a sudden I feel a subtle pressure on my lips I close my eyes and imagine Toby is kissing me and when I open my eyes he is right in front of me, kissing me. I close my eyes and kiss him back, when I open my eyes I am in a hospital with Toby sitting by my bed I try to talk but I can't I see tear streaks covering Toby's cheeks, he's looking at the door so using all of my strength I reach my hand up to his cheek and rub away a tear falling from his eye. When he feels the pressure of my hand he jerks his head to me and I can see the shock on his face "(Y/N) a-are you o-o-okay?" I nod my head and he smiles and hugs me with all his might "ow Toby you're hurting me." He recoils and looks at my side, when he hugged me my stitches broke. We sat in silence for a while before I decided to ask Toby a question "Toby? When I got stabbed you said something, what was it?" His face flushes a bright red "o-o-oh n-nothing" I give him a questioning look and he smiles "fine I-I said I l-l-love you." I smile and blush and Toby looks away thinking that I don't feel the same. I put my hand to his face again and he puts his hand over mine "I love you too Toby" he puts his other hand under my chin and kisses me, but it ends too soon when the doctor comes in and interrupts the moment " oh my (y/n) you are awake, good. I didn't think that you would be up yet. I have a few questions for you." I nod "ok first off who is this boy? Because if he is not family then I am afraid he will have to leave" I shake my head " no please he can't leave he's my everything, you want to know who he is? His name is Toby and I love him and he is not leaving my side!" The doctor looks at me and nods then goes on to the next few questions like do you remember what happened? Do you remember the person who stabbed you? Stuff like that to which I said no every time. After the doctor left I look over at Toby to see he is smiling and staring at me "what?" He shakes his head "nothing, I-I-it's just that y-you are so b-b-beautiful" I smile and kiss him " you s-should probably get s-some sleep" I nod and lie down I close my eyes and try to fall asleep, with Toby here beside me I feel like I con do anything. As sleep starts to take over my body I feel Toby grab my hand and kiss my forehead "I love y-you so much (y/n)"

Sorry this chapter sucks I promise it will get better I have a huge plan for upcoming chapters and I can't wait for you guys to read them! If you have any ideas or suggestions for the book I would love to read them so let me know. And thank you all for reading I appreciate every song read that this book gets, when I first started I didn't think it would have this many reads so thank you so much! Talk to you in the next chapter, bye!!!