Thuth
I may smile,
I may laugh,
But only I know,
It's all an act,
Thoughts of suicide,
Just to run and hide,
Feel like crying,
But keep on smiling,
They never suspect,
For someone who laughs so easy,
And looks so happy,
Is someone who's Broken,
I'm mentally done,
When the emotions take over,
It's a hit and run,
My mind is filled with nothing but darkness,
My heart is filled with pain,
But what do i gain,
I only bring suffering and saddness,
I feel useless,
I feel dead,
Because i am nothing,
And for everyone who's told me,
How i should die,
I've relised,
They were right,
Im at my breaking point,
Im tired of being a burden,
I don't want to be here anymore,
I'm sorry if you are reading this,
I''m at my end,
Funny how someone so happy,
Could be so depressed,
Please don't try to save me,
You're only wasting your breath,
So are you happy now,
This is what i get,
I am now gone,
Without any regrets
~ <3 ~
